hello ppeeps....tdae marks the 2 weeks anni. for my lurve for baby J...haha.oh well,if onli we could celebrate it tgather.haha.wait nong, nong shahirah....hmm,tdae was at cuzzin's hse.all the adults went to johor.we stayed hme,rot,eat,tv marathon.haha!Wildboys was on MTV weekend marathon.super funni!4hrs!hmm,adults came bk,ALOT of food bt too full.den shym-ster nnd iwa slp my hse...they watching madagascar escape to africa nw.haha i find it nice bt i rather use the com.hehe.hmm,i realise i like to use ''hmm'' alot these daes.well,all thanx to my abng sufei la. i gt infected by his hmmm disease!keke...uhh,tomoro the adults goin for LUNCHH...at golden landmark hotel den we children go bugis,meet em,den go changi airport fetch a cuzzin hu is returning frm studies abroad!miss her wors!yay,nxt sat our whole family going to wild wild wet!!!!!omg,im darn excited though i go there like 3 times???haha.my uncle gt the olympus,waterproof nnd shock-proof camera,gosh im tempted to have it too!its so cool!take pics unnderwater!!!!!oooh,hhee.hmm.....im reali missing himz!!!arghhh,y cant i juz nt think bout himz for a minute?!?!?!!WHY??coz i love em....very much,very,very much!i dun deny tat,nnnd wont. ok,tats all for tdae...band's starting this tues....zzzzzz!cant wait 4 the nxt break,though band means getting to c baby.ok arh,bb!

hey everyone,as promised,im posting bout the celebration.we didnt go AMK in the end....go causeway point.ouhkay,lemme admit setg,i felt quite strange tdae as i was the onli gurl.haha.
moreever,i had fun.first we went to sportslink to buy dickson a table tennis bat den 77th streeet for the necklace.den we go purchase movie tix for beverly hills chihuahua..oMG!tat show is super nyce man...ok movie counter.....123456,yup,six movies in a month,gd job SHAHIRAH.lolz. erm,we then went to eat at Mac where i met ANG KENG HAO!hahaha..lng time no c!i treated hazzry to McSpicy den we shared money to buy dicky the oreo cheesecake which he saes he cant eat animore aft 2 small bites!!!!!!!!!!!in the end,we finished it.haah.den movie was about to start le..jin hui was supposed to join us bt he cant cme at tat time.the movie rules man!the seating was,firdaus,dicky,me,hazz...omg,dicky so funi larh.he loves complimenting statements.lolz.nnd HAZZRY!!,he laughed like dono wat when the bad word came out.it was a malay bad word man!wat was it doing in this English movie.lol.we ate silver balls during the movie..100g...it didnt even finish.hahax!den we go timezone.jin hui joined us...so fun ouhkay!nd OF COURSE i messed his hair.haha.its my habit.wat to do?lol. we played bowling,basketball,air-tennis??,racing,and the COOL game...haha.the one tat requires us to hit buttons to win.haha. we played up to arnd $20++ i tink.JIN HUI IS SOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!hahhahah.den we go 7-eleven then go home.the guys took 962 nnd me,911..tats all folks,got home,chatted wid fatin bout LOVE.haha. guess my heart's 2 timing nw ehh?aybe u r rite fatin,i fall in love juz too easily,well,tats BEE-DORT for u.haha! SAYONARA!

hello people!havent post for 3 dys? so,on thurs,i was at gran's hse.actuali i posted den dunnoe y cnnt upload.so,me,shym-ster,nnd my bro were there.we wentt to the new adventure playground nnd gave 2 of the equipments a name.one is cork grinder..haha..coz u have to put yr legs in the middle of someting nnd it will spin like hell den oso gt butt twister.u sit on something nnd hold TIGHT,nnd it spins like dono wat!!i got dizzy in tat one.haha.stay at her hse till nite den go home.reach home go hospital.dad nt well...12 plus cme hme.ARGH.haha.yesterdae,had dental appointment at bukit panjang primary.i went to my cuz hse first coz their hse juz beside tat sch.it WAS their sch aniwaes.haha.went hme arnd 5.den tdae,im going to AMKhub wif hazzry,dickson,firdaus to celebrate dicky's bdae.hmm....im the oni gurl!!!!!!I HAD ASKED FATIN ALONG BT SHE HAVENT REPLY.xiaoqi was supposed to go den sudddenly cnnt.-.-i'll post agn ltr about the celebration.TATAS~~~~hope the celeb is fun!

omg,im super,duper,duper,duper,WHOOPER,tired!!!!!!!!juz nw mrng was at gran's hse,overnite there den 11,meet hazz nnd wen.HHAHA.go eat lunch den go to over 40 blocks to give out fliers.my ggoodness.hehe.bt it was kinda fun,GOOSEBUM-py,tiring.we at first go hse to hse,met ALOT of dogs...scary man! den aft tat tired le go letter box put,den gt some letter box nobody use,we put like 10 inside,feed some to dustbin,plants nnd bicycle baskets..HAHAHHAHAH!!!!!they oso nid to learn how to read fliers wat!haha.hazz nnd me were kicking a marble,den i stopped,he continued,his toe scrape on ground den bleed.lols.Wen was stuffing the fliers into a letterbox nnd her hand gt cut...they 2 were betting tat i'll bleed next BUT i didnt,hehe.den we walk...holding hands like primary one kids.hehe.i mean..urh nvrm....wen was holding my hands den i was holding a packet of fries on the same hand nnd it FLEW!lols.we took a few pics,wif yu wen.den finish ler.sit under a bloc,watch HSM3 in hazz de PSP,so funi arh,we sing...den go wen hse,continue watching HSM3 in her room...i sat on the floor whhile they 2 sat on the bed..haha...LOL!bus-ed to northpoint wif hazz den we seperated.reach hme,i go religious class den nw im here,wanted to go gran's hse an,bt decided to go tom morning,since im super tired nw.so AITES! **i was kinda DAZED tdae,thinking of Baby J,we went to his blk,haha.bt at letter box oni.they 2 arrh,remind me of Baby J....hmm,hw i wished...i miss him alort.

earrings..nice man!8 for $10..gd deal


hellooooooooo....im pissed off siah by someone,haiya,nvrm,i'll explain tat ltr nw on the bright side...yesterdae went wif cuzzin nat,naqib nnd my bro to watch Madagascar 2 at 9.15pm...haha..super funi..one thing the show IS funny nnd another thing is i laughed 3/4 of the movie nt because all is funi parts bt becoz my bro nnd cuz naqib eat popcorn,den the seed go throw at people below,den we act blur,my goodness.....i tink if i was the person,i oredi scold badwords...LOL!i decided to try nnd it landed near a couple sitting 5 rows below us..kekeke.we went to the Eng Wah cinema at Sun Plaza.hmm...reached hme at 10.50 liddat.oh ya...i bought Ez-link card stickers for sabri,alfiah nnd fatin...sorry arhs to the others,i couldnt find the right one for u.i was searching 4 Nina's when its time to go watch movie lerh.....ps.hmmm...tat person is fcking pissing me off....if not happy come find me larh,dun act pai kia.....huh?buay song arr?seriously larh i sae,if u wan scold me uhh or anythg,come face to face,i nt scared wan.dun nid gossip bout me all behind my back...tat shows hw cowardly u r.if u still dun dare,i suggest u fck off my life.to think tat i had such a fren.my goodnesss...i've tolerated enuff of yr nonsense so STOP it RIGHT NOW i tell u,u idiotic,stupid,brainless FREAK! this msg uh,is SPECIALLY FOR THAT PERSON,so if u tink i was refering to u,tink back lar if it is wat u have done.other than tat,everybody else is still my BELOVED frens nnd i love you guys!!!!!just dun ever,ever,ever,betray or do smethg bad to me,or i'lll repay u DOUBLE of wat u had done to me.i cn be nice if u r bt if u arent den sorry arh,i dun give a damn.wahh..seems like i broke the changing spell...lol.i juz spewed sme vulgarities,bt its decreasing :P i tink i have nthg else to sae,still missing Baby J nnd I DUN NID TO STEAL OTHER PPL THE LOVE LARH,mine is enuff,so dun PERASAN and TERASE larh eh(sorry alfiah,juz 2 malay words..hehe) bb!wait,if u noe u have been treating me well,dun worry bout those words,so not 4 u...XDDDD!

hello,u noe wad peeps i've been doing some thinkiing nnd thought tat i would like to um,CHANGE?in a few ways.so,
religion wise-always go religious class,DUN SKIP.pray more often..
image wise-well maybe i wanna lose those fats
personality wise-dun kip saying VULGARITIES,so not refined dey.i JUST realised.heehe
studies wise-study harder,dun awaes slack,i dun want SRP nxt yr dey!do HOMEWORK-.-
manners wise-dun talk back to my parents.....dun lie to em...hehe *looks up,dwn,left,right*
hmmm,wat else....ouh BAND....concentrate,learn to LOVE tong,get inspiration frm Baby J,teehee.k urh,basically tats all....hope i cn achieve those....umm,thanx Mr Thiru 4 the treat tdae....ILY!tat was SUPERLY RANdoM.ahax!-.-...i miss baby J kayys...though i dun REALI miss band..oh ya speeaking of band,i met jingyi,peisin,mrlanlan lover nnd jun wei !!!@ ChongPang!lol.kayy....im nt telling animore to anyone hu baby J is arh,be it u beg me or not.iduncare kay.its my personal thin,nnd its my wish hu i wanna tell.u cn guess though,i dun mind.XDDD.k urh,i gtg ler!bb!!

finally the INTENSE PERIOD is over....HENG wors.my bro got into NA....
Agg:153-2 B's nnd 2 E's >.<
he same like me lor,stronger in languages than in sci nnd math.XDDDD!!!

to my dear ChiBanuu;
its okay gurl,he'll just have to work extra hard in future YEA??u dun worry so much if nt i will slaughter u uhh..hehe,jkjk lar.Insyaallah nxt yr bolehlah!!smile! XDDD!

helloo!!tdae mrng,was on bus to sch ler den sabrina msg nnd sae tat mr thiru cancelled class as he is having fever.so i gt down nnd took the opposite bus lor.den reach me ler,sabrina called me nnd sae gt class.bt i decided nt to go as vehh mafan.hehe.ltr go folo my bro take hs resuls.SCARRYYY!!!hmms,hopefully he at least go NA.if express den gd lor.aiya as long as cn go sec sch cn ler lar.gd luck to sabrina's bro as well,hope both our bros dun let us dwn.XDDDD!!!!
k urh,i gtg lerh,bb!later post his results agn urh.

haha,tdae was reali fun man!went to maths council nnd didnt go band larh.de go CP wif gurls.super fun lor!suggested we eat at the roti prata shop den didnt noe it will bring us loads of laughter,HAHAH!gt 3 uncles in the shop,we named them.
-blurSotong uncle(we had to kip repeating our order)
-Wrestler uncle(he crazy siah,made my throat pain of laughter!huge built,nnd tie hair.LOL!nnd Samsu-Chi sae she tink i related to him coz he kip,sae-ing smethg when i laugh...ewww.)
-Good uncle!(he nt blur nnd neither is he nonsensical.HAHA!)

the gurls going thr agn tom or fridae i dunnoe,HAHHA!looks like we r gna frequent tat place!aft tat go look for similar rings 4 ourselves nnd help nina buy as well,she didnt folo.nina arhhs,imissuue!haha.kay uh,overall,tdae was awesome,apar frm the fact tat i didnt get to see BABY J!bb!i post like 4 times tdae???fun larh deyy!!!!!

Explain your relationship status:- Single!

Name a lyric from the last song you listened to:- Pack up and leave all e things behind!

What did you wear today?- BandTee,shorts,sch skirt

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?- glasses bt i wan contacts!

How many windows are open on your computer?- 4!cclassBlog,this,hazz&aunt's conversation

What are you doing after this?- daydream bout my bro results tomoro.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?- bought it.bandTEE!

Do you like to cuddle?- Yupyup.Alortt!

How tall are you?- 16o (:

Which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?- ohh,tats my DEAR shym-ster! 1mnth apart!

Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?- Yupyup, J!

Do you like hugs?- Yuuuuup.Alortt!!

Are you a loud person?- Hmm?cn sae tat way oso.

Are you wearing underwear right now?- wat do u tink?:b

Look to your left, what do you see?- a picasso painting,A FAKE one.hehe.

What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?- My bro to at least get into NA.*cross fingers*

Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?- errm,hw cn i even reach hme if im smashed?

Have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend?- Eww...younger boys arent my type.

Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?- Yes,i dun want him to hurt himself in long-run (:

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone’s life?- Yes,in fact everyone's.

Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly every thing about you?- yuppS!tat'll be my monkey GF!

Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?-Baby J!

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?- Very.

Last serious hug?- 16/11,frm IllYA!iloveherr!

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?- id rather it be dark brown(:

Is something bothering you?- Yupyup!

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?- NAHHHH.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?- YUP!

What woke you up this morning?- His face.remind me of tat dae's activities!haha

Would you go back in time to change something?- Yessss, definitely ( x 1209383467588 times )!

Is it hard leaving people behind?- Yuuuuuuupyup.

What are you excited for?- Being Baby J's one fine dae (: >wait lng,lng first barh<

Who was the last missed call?- Samsu CHI!

At the moment are you more warm or cold?- Cold.raining bt fan's ON!

What was the last thing you spent your money on?- buying the rings wif lollipops!

Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?- Hmmmm?its summertime!

What are you doing right now?- Doing this,thinking of my dar!

Can you handle the truth?- Yuups,rite Hazz??rmbr wat u told me bout Baby J?

How’s your life lately?- neutral!

When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong?- tdae :P

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?- Autumn!

Do you hate being alone?- Yes!bt nt when i nid some space for sorting outt things.

Where were you last night?- Homeeee.

Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?- Soyabean! @ blursotong,wrestler,good UNCLE'S SHOP!

Do you currently have a hickey?- nahh

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?- ChiBANUU!yes,DREAM ON!

When did you first get Myspace?- I don’t.

Are you drifting away from any friends?- Maybe.

What are you listening to?- Five Minutes to Midnight

What are you doing tonight?- religious class!i nid to be mre,REFINED!keke

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?- Yes!its my Baby J,when JIAYOUS-ing me!

Are you wearing socks?- so OUTOFQUESTION!

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?- Nopeeeee.

Who’s your last text from?- Linda.

Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?- Yupyup.

Ever kissed someone who smokes?- Yesssssss.MY FATHER LOR!*smelly*

Someone on your mind right now?- Duhh,my DAR!

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?- Nopeees.DEFINITELY NOt!

Who was the last person to sit on your bed?- Me.

Where were you at 2:02 this morning?- in LOVEland?does tat count?

Did you go to sleep last night smiling?- Uh-huh,i planned it!

Anyone told you a secret this week?- Yuuuup.i told many MORE to others,keke.

When was the last time you bought something?- Jus now!

Do you play an instrument?- yea man,mY BELOVED TROMBIE!
taggs;
HAZZRY!he's the loyal quizerr,so is SABRINA!keke!anyone else want,just do lor!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.


Our friendship is an ocean, stretching
Far and wide
Never ending-
Filled with memories-
That last a lifetime
You've always known
Just what to say
You were always there,
When I needed you the most
When I needed-A shoulder to cry on
Yours was always waiting
When I needed-Someone to talk to
You were there
Just listening
When I needed-Someone to hug
Your arms were
Doors wide open to me
Our friendship's
Just like theStars-Both go beyond Man's reach
All of the giggles we shared (ESPIECIALLY)
Let the salty taste of tears
Run down our cheeks
All the Laughs,
The smiles,
The hugs,
The inside jokes,
The hours online,
And The never ending phone calls
Just because You were the family that
God forgot to give me.

This special poem i created is dedicated to all those named below,NOTE; ILOVEYOUGUYS alot!
-JiaWei
-Tiffany
-Fatin
-NF
-Alfiah
-Sabrina
-Nina
-YuWen
-Mr lanlan lover
-Hazz
-Sam
-Jer
-Willy-sun
-JinHui
-ALSO APPLIES TO BABY J!hehe.XDDDD

How sweet I roam'd from heart to soul,
And tasted all the summer's pride,
'Till I the gurl of love beheld,
Who in the sunny beams did glide!

He shew'd me lilies for my hair,
And blushing roses for my ears;
He led me through his gardens fair,
Where all his golden pleasures grow.

With sweet May dews my lips were wet,
And Phœbus fir'd my vocal rage;
He caught me in his silken net,
And shut me in his stiffened arms.

He loves to sit and hear me sing,
Then, laughing, joke and plays with me;
Then stretches out my wing of love,
And mocks my loss of liberty.

TO MY ONE AND ONLY BABY J!!
by Anne Dickson,edited by ME!

Hi dudes n dudettes.
Got tagged by Hazz to do a quiz,so here goes!

Tagged by:Hazz
Rule#1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves
Rule#2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse[AHEM,I BEG TO DIFFER.IM A GOOD GUY,WONT FORCE.HEHE].These people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they are tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1.Do you have secrets?
-Tell me hu doesnt?onli people i trust noes!like hu Baby J actuali is...hehe

2.Would you fall in love with a [s]boy[/s]/girl younger than you?
-most probably nope.tat usually happens to guys.

3.How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-eternity?

4.What would you do with a billion dollars?
-i would do alot mann!nt to mention,feeding the poor nnd showering my loves wif gifts!

5.Will I ever have a best friend forever?
-i sure i will,like jiawei or fatin or my gfs,nina,sabri,alfiah...many more.

6.Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved by someone?
-Being loved by someone.espicially baby J!

7.List out 5 favourite things that you like.
-music,tv,staring at Baby J,eatin,outings

8.Use one word to describe yourself.
-nt guai lan kia bt kinda sentimantal inside.

9.Is there anything that makes you extremely happy.
-Yes,juz staring at Baby J nd getting attention frm him.hehe.

10.What makes you sad?
-seeing Baby J unhappy or my gfs unhappy or family.

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
-still nt guai lan kia bt noe my limitations nnd most probably HOTTER,wif a lovin bf!keke.

12.Who is currently the most important people to you?
-i dun nid to mention,they noe hu they are larh.

13.How was your day today?
-Marvellous!

14.What are you looking forward to next year?
-being closer to Baby J nnd my beloved GURLS!

15.What is your favourite colour?
-black,red

16.If you fall in love with two people simultaneously,and both of them do the same,who would you pick?
-the one hu i tink will treasure me more.

17.Would you forgive n forget no matter how horrible athing the someone has done?
-i will if its real heart-breaking bt wont if a lil oni lar.

18.What kind of music genre you listen?
-RnB

19.If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
-tats kinda hard u noe.coz they're both loved,bt maybe lover a tiny,weeny inch more.hehe.
20.Will you fall in love soon?
-Wat?im so in lurve nw larh!u noe Baby J..me...me..Baby J??hehe.Onli 5 peeps noe. =)

omg,thanks Dicky for tat sng,its REALLY,REALLY nice!!!!!okay,we shall release it tgether during christmas awrites???XDDD!!!!

tdae gt band,on the way to sch saw shennon khor.he was like 3m in front of me?den he turn nnd was like unsure if its me or nt,den juz wave.haha.lucky its me.den..walking towards bustop,tong gt dwn frm bus._.zzz...went up,saw Baby J!!whee..haha.felicia set-up instrument ler.Tai gong finally came.did warm-up exercise.quite fun lar.but 2nd last wan is quite pain nnd obcscene.SHEESH!shennon is disgusting,coz syaz walking arnd check if we do properly den he sae wat,saw her upsirt den dono wat black thingy.HAHA.lol.start pract. i finally asked jing heng bout if i wear braces,cn i still play my trombie?he sae cnnt.so saddd nia.asked tongtong,he sae cn bt mst endure the pain.omfg!jing heng ask me go percussion bt I DUN WAN!!such a lame sect leader den the SHIT hu likes to fck instruments...haiyo!he sae CLARINET oso cn.its nyce lar bt i have to start all over ley!my scores nw is bass clef,clare is treble clef.goodness!THANKS SO MUCH BRACES!bt i'd rather endure the pain lor.hehe.kay,band end ler,pack up den fall in.tom mst wear band tee but i LOST it.dono whr ler.tom gt maths council den after tat go band lor.=)during drills,i told syaz tat me nd fel wil be late tom coz of maths council nnd she's like REAallyyy??at my face...so scary men,lucky jing heng cme to the rescue!save me frm tat SIAO DM!hehe..k luhh,bused wif dicky den nw hme ler lor,cant wait 4 math class tomoro!hehe.BYE!

OMFG!!!baby J go cantare!!!!!omgomgomgomgomg,i soo regret nt going,!!!!!!!!!!!so much for giving in!!!idiot lar...walao,i feel like slicing myself up!!!culd have seen him yesterdae bt nw?!?!?!can i rewind the time?pls???bet i cant,ohmyWORd,cant wait for tomoro to see him la dey!nw im BIGTIME regretting ay nt going to cantare.2 advantage,SEE BABY J!nnd C the gurls perform!haiya,nw i feel so NO SOUL,NO BRAIN!!!cant stop sighing,haiis,haiis,hais,haiis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im stupefied ouhkay,y did i have to noe he was going!!!!!ok relax gurl,im gna meet him first thing tomoro!i dun care!watever la,i regreted okkkkkk.KAY SHT UP,BRAIN!buhbye...haiis

copy and paste to your blog, erase my answers and add your own. use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following qtns. They have to be real places, name and/ or objects but nothing made up. TRY to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial.


You cant use your name for the girl/boy question. Have fun!


My name is : shahirah
Four letter word: Swit.
Boy's name: Shennon.
Girls name: sabrina.
Occupation: singer.

Colour: silky white.

Something you wear: Shirt.
Beverage: Soda.=)
Food: Scallop.
Place: Sanctuary.
Something found in the bathroom: Shampoo.
Reason for being late: something happened to my alarm clock.
Something you shout: SUREE!=)
Font: ???
TV Show: Spongebob lor
Song title: say goodbye
Country: Singapore
Name 10 people to pass this on :
JingYi
Felicia
Wilson laoba
Dion
Mr lanlan lover <33!
XioQi
ShiTing
abng sofie
Dicky
Fatin!!(miss her wors)!

hiie...Baby J had been bz nowadays...miss him loads&loads&loads...i tink i'll get to c him tomoro!yay!he's understanding towards me,so,i have to be understanding towards him too!teehee...haiis,this fri,my aunts,uncs nnd cuzzins all go holidae nnd gran oso,my family nvr go.so sadd,we awaes go tgether wan.my mum has her reasons.bt i still tink i nid a holidae though.aniwaes,on the positive side,if i go holidae,i'll nt get to see Baby J.so i'd rather nt...kekeke.Baby J's my eternity man,ilovehim alot&alot&alot more tan u cn ever imagine.if i were to go holidae oso den i might iss him,tin bout him,den dun enjoy holidae ler.so,my conclusion is i dun mind NOT HOLIDAE-ING..haha,nw my aunt is trying to ask my mum if i cn go wif her,well,we'll wait 4 the answer bt most probably my mum will sae no larh.------WAIT FOR ANSWER----- rightt,as expected,the answer is NO.uhh nehmind,phew,k i gtg,BABY J,ILOVE U!

To jer tai gong,
i nvr hated u ouhkae,
thouh it seems like i awaes scold u.
tats becoz u awaes nvr cme band oni bt
u r still my gd fren,so i helped u.
i dun wan anthg happen deyy.
so rmbr uhh,tink be4 u do orh.
or else nxt time i cant help agn.
nw,SMILE XD!!hehe.hope everthg will be okay lor.
-ira
WAIT,EVERYONE,BABY J is NOT my tai gong okay...

Omg,i tink i've fallen for Baby J hu is nt wip's baby johnjohn,my frens.i tink he's like one of the nicest guy i've met bt hw cn i fall in love wif him?!?!?!He's my ************!!!!!!!omgomgomg,Baby J,iloveyouus!!baby j is hot,in my eyes,funny,cute when he smile.hehe.ILOVE MY BABY J LOADS!

omg,the band BBQ yesterdae was like the best BBQ i ever had men!sooo super duper,wooper,rooper,fun larr!!!!!!....met em at yishun mRT den we go interchange take 39 go tampines?den walk to pasir ris mrt den take another bus go downtown.so funi lar at intrchange.shennon was like,eh u trust e nt?that bus faster than this bus,den in the end he oso cme on the same bs.paisehh kia.reach there go cheers buy charcoal nnd ice den WALK for ALMOST AN HOUR to our pit which is like almost the other end of where we first were.my goodness.on the way, SHIT nnd amirul hu were oredi there first were like riding the double bike.den we put our stuffs inside the basket.kekeke.reach shelter,set up tings,suria nnd abng fee go start fire,shennon made the drink nnd he ask me taste.den i sae nyce den he oso wan taste lar.den the alumni basket siah,say so swiit,wat shit lar.we all sare wan wat.den the rest,aft help set up go startt playing games...so fun!!my team is TEAM GAY!!wansuay ARR!consist of;shennon,apple tree,fiona,jing yi,shaik,pei sin,lynn,dickson.tats all i tink lar.okay,first game was,banana island?lol.okay,our team sat in a circle den we had to pass a banana like mouth,leg,mouth,leg,mouth,leg...sooo eeew.i gt mouth den pass to lynn leg.hehe.den stand up,put the banana in the middle,den all squeeze.practically,first was me nnd shennon,supporting the banana.den was me nnd shaik,support on our back.we stand,den walk towards a tree,den turn 3 rounds,den walk back.nnd TEAM GAY won!den nxt game was to pick the 2 cutest ppl in each team...like real.

den my team,sabo kia lor.pick me nnd shaik.okay nvrm.we were blindfolded like siamese blind idiots.den our team tell us whr to walk.we mst hear carefully coz the other grp disturbing.nnd we won tat game too!yay!the last game be4 eating was like,the tallest person inn the grp has to lay down den,the shortest,to be carried to the head of the tallest nnd grab the bananna there.continue until finish line.HAHA.dicky was uber light!haha nnd we also won!den go eat.ms diana cook nice chicken siol.den she attitude jing heng nnd me coz we agree use stick poke into chicken easier cook,den go hme.hu cares aniwaes.everything oso is jing heng wrng,wats her prob men?den mdm loh come,den mrs heng wif her cute son nnd mr zee as well.eat,eat,eat.some peeps rent bike nnd stuff.den mr zee nnd all tchers had to go hme,we WERE SUPPOSED to go hme as well.we sae,'ok mr zee,we cleaning up den go home,BYEEE!!!"haha,as if.we played a guessing number game nnd if u guess the number rite,u get flour on u nnd chocolate as well,me nnd pei sin were the 2 last to kena.haaha.amirul,top scorer.like 6 times kena siahh,jng heng nnd shennon kena worse lor.jia hao was doing all the pouring...den lastly,we snatch the packets of flour frm fifi nnd do at him..haha.like weird monster siah!den ltr he nnd amirul go eat the huge tub of noodles,wif TONGS!!my god.ouh ya,nnd jia hao kissed danial,in front of D's gf,on the lips.OMG!jia hao crazy siah!!is cheek oso nvrm,den mouth eh.hiiishh...nnd xiao qi made ballons wif the gel thing nnd gave apple tree,first one,which i broke is called Mr.Bean,den is MR.OuhShit den lastly,its MR.LanLan,which we all love,ahaha.WE LOVE MR LANLAN!!!!<33.

okay,at the bustop,i was really irritated coz i was bz settling taxi fare nnd tired too den yu wen call.like WTH.argh nvrm.it was 11.45pm when we board the bus to pasir ris interchange.den frm there those hu were cabbing,we walked a bit mre,then flag cabb lor.i cabbed wif abng fee,dicky nnd P.dicky went hme first,den P,den me den abng fee.hehe.nnd by the time i showered nnd stuff,its 1am.cool!haha.had a marvellous day babe!NND I MISS MY MONKEY!!!GO HOLIDAE,NT FAIR!!I OSO WANT!faster come home....bye






hey there,so,i didnt go to gran's hse.kinda tired den oso difficult to meet bandITS tom.so its stay home for me.here are some pics of me nnd my family recently on our outings.im now working on a family CD...YAY!post the other pics sme other time kay

hie...phew,tdae gt no band,pity my choir fwens...haha,almost whole week gt choir sey.sorry gurls,i cnnt go for Cantare II.also,congrats tat all tix are sold out yea!jiayous!yay,tdae go gran's hse wif bro,shym-ster nnd fik tom!tnite i tink we goin watch movie wif aunt.wow,i usre watch loads of movies lately.hehe.tomoro mrng i have to leave ler,go yishun MRT,meet bandITS!!!yay!!!BAND BBQ!!hope it doesnt rain,CHOY!haha,mr choy,the superb trumpeter...HAHAHA.okay,crap.i tink BBQ end late wan lor den hope cn go aunt hse coz her is at Pasir Ris marh.haha.a pity oni me go in my section,bt gt ILLYA!yay!tat dae,on the dae tat band was like a fcked up marching society,illya came!!!she payed my trombie.haha.blasting away!she mst miss band.okay,on sundae,its either i go gran's hse aain or go sunfest bookfair with jiawei.MAYBE.heard frm her tat books nnd stationary r uber cheap there.cool!i've nw finished twilight!!booyah!i took 4 days!bt nina btr la,2 days!haaha.i cant wait 4 the movie release on 18 Dec!!!!!!!!im SOOO gna watch it!this sundae,my aunt bringing me the new moon book!!!yay!yay!i noe i YAY-ed alot in tdaes post bt oh,i cant help it cn i?hehe.hmmm...i miss him...my mst lovable bro!abng sufei,haha.u tink wat?i miss my erhem uh....hahaha bt i sure LOVE edward!LOVE-d,Zac.....teehee.ok wait,i love edward becoz of his personality,he is so romantic nnd smart nnd Zac becoz he is SOOO HOT,tann-ed,nnd have a nice hair-style!so,if both of them mix tgether,it'll be so perfect men!ok,hw abt ZacWard CullRon?aaahahha.k luhh,tats all bar,i gtg nw,gotta get ready to go to gran's hse!

hi everyone!!tdae's band pract was much,much btr,tongtong was KINDER.haha...had instrument checking todae,men there's a whole lot of trommbone...got set piece,quite okay but VERY,VERY fast i tell u,128 okay!omg,i nervous.haha.imm kinda tired...*yawns*...ouh uhh,saturdae is BAND BBQ!cant wait.its at pasir ris parkgna be loads of fun!k luhh,im half-asleep oredi,i gtg,bBYE!

35 Little Secrets:Be honest no matter what!
[ONE]Who was your last text from?
Sam Khoo,tat cheeky bro of mine...hehe

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
I wished i knew?

[THREE]Your relationship status?
Its kinda coplicated as i have a part-time boyfried u know,EDWARD CULLEN is my boyfie!

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
Nope

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
Tired,sleepy,wishing tat Edward could be here

[SIX] What's your brother's name?
Syadiq(real),sofi,firdaus,sam(others)

[SEVEN ] What's your favorite color(s)?
Black,Red,Silver

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
in Edward's cuddle?haha.kidding.

[NINE] Have a crazy side?
obvious la.hu doesnt.

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?
Yea.in fact tis mrng,hehe.too into twilight,cross road nvr see.

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
daze all day abt Edward,wished he was MINE,or maybe i was BELLA?!?!haha

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
DUHH.the person hu tinks he owns AICB.

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like.
my physical inputs.dun understand?NEVERMIND.also,we're worlds apart,if it was abt my storybook boyfie.

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
juz a while ago.

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yeapps.certainly,the one i love.

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
Think about what happened on that day,nnd my real life love nnd Edward as well.

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Nina

[EIGHTEEN] What are your favorite songs?
Whoa...Sooo many...Just gonna list down some.Currently,
HSM,HSM2,HSM3,
...Alot...
Jonas Brothers ,
When You Look Me In The Eyes
and some others.There are LOADS!
Boys Like Girls - Thunder,Five Minutes To Midnight,Hero/Heroine,The Great Escape
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours,Lucky
The Click Five - Jenny,Happy Birthday,Empty,Just The Girl,Kidnap My Heart,
JUST TO ROUND THINGS UP,THERE ARE LOADS OF MY FAVOURITE SONGS!!!!

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
This quiz thingy...isnt it damn obvious
And listening to songs.

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
only myself nnd tat person,she noes hu she is.

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
mummy bought it for me.

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Nope.wished i had kissed Edward,i did,on the book though

[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?
none.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Who are your friends that are closest to you?
nina,sabri,wen,alfie,fatin,NF,jiawei,tiff

[TWENTY- FIVE] Describe your life in one word?
sucky at times,rocky at others.

[TWENTY- SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Nope.wished i did.so romantic hurh?

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?
him nnd my part-time boyfie lo.

[TWENTY- EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?
read abt my part-time boyfie!!sorry,my dear.

[TWENTY-NINE] If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?
to be wif him,to see Edward up close,to be loved like Bella,oh how i envy her.

[THIRTY] What are you listening to?
High School Musical 3 - can i have this dance?

[THIRTY- ONE] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
alfiah!

[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
my father...i seriously hate it.

[THIRTY- THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?
Nahh.y shuld i coz IF one dae when we're together,he'll see my true colous somehow,so y shuld i be different?

[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural hair color?
lack larh,hope it was brown...hehe

[THIRTY-FIVE]Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Felicia.

IM NT TAGGING ANYONE COZ IT WILL SAVE U THE HASSLE nnd oso,i did it out of boredness oni.=)

fck lyfe men!band wasnt any btr tdae...in fact its worse than i had expected,smehw i reali hate tat PERSOn,hu tinks HE owns this band.tdae,ask me do foot drills,okay went wif it.blamed me for nt getting tat bloody jeremy to come for band.ya wat,everything oso my fault wat,so like hu cares.fumbled up my kiri nnd kanan thingy nnd got pulled out to a smaller grp leaded by coporal,viknesh nnd pei sin,they're nyce.me,felicia,pin han,jun wei,amirul,fazy nnd xiao qi.okay,seriously i didnt even tink of this as band animore,its more like a fcked up marching society.den,THE DAMN so called IMPORTANT filming was on bt without me nnd those few i mentioned.r we like even part of this band or wat?i was kinda angry then.shuldnt have came,wont have ani difference aniwae.im starting to hate life as becoz of BAND.i feel useless.thak god tdae jia wei nnd tiff asked me out 4 movie,it got a load outta m head,we watched sing to the dawn,quite nyce.walked a while then go home.the bloody minute i got me,tat father of mine juz have to kip nagging,accusing,findin fcking pissing offing excuses to flare up at me.u see,i kinda hate band nw bt i always go for band nnd force felicia to go,im responsible bt the treatment?!?!i get at band is nt wat i tink i deserve,well of coz the snrs nnd all are nyce eg.jingyi =) bt there juz seem to be smethg tat isnt rite.nw i feel tat my storybook life is much more exciting,im nt crazy,MIND YOU.well,bt this might sound crazy,im REALLY,i mean it,im love with edward cullen.IM DEAD SERIOUS.i feel stupid bt he's so romantic in the book,i'll kiss the screen,i tink if i was watching the twilight movie in the cinema,if i cud reach.haiis,if onli there WAS a REAL EDWARD CULLEN,i do all means to get him.ohgosh,sometimes i tink SHAHIRAH is CRAZY.hu cares,no one rite?watever la,sick of life.AND HOLIDAYS.bye ppl...till nxt time,MRS EDWARD CULLEN,signing off...kekeke

hii...can i take bk my words??i dun miss tongtong animore laaa...he tdae scold me nnd felicia...ya,we very weak wat,coz no snr.den luck wasnt by my side.tongtong scold den my fcking slide juz had to cme off at tat min nnd BANG!he tink i buay song him.PARTLY oso la.walao,set piece cming in ler,bt my damn folklore for band acording to tongtong,is like pri sch standard.haiis.LIKE WTH.2nd trombone is so difficult!!!!!!hw i wished i culd go 4 the 3rd.ohwelll,tomoro is the filming for central judging,march while playing washington post lehh!!diaos!!goodness me.well,gd luck trombies!jeremy had btr turn up or else his parents is gna be called up,its REALLY important,concerns life,well nt reali larh bt still important!haiis,oni jing heng khor understand hw HARD im coping wif tat friggin song nnd JEREMY!gahh...swear i cried unnoticely juz nw.so stress,jeremy nvr cme my fault,no one play 1st trombone,my fault,DANGG tat tongtong men!phil's luck wasnt anybtr though,step on cat poo outside band store nnd saliva @ upper brass corner,hahaha!!funi la dey!hmm,looks like ths hols,my fam aint going for a holidae,dad's bz wrking,mum's trying to save nnd oso bz wrking,BORING hols ahead i guess.i was waiting to hear the travel plans bt was disheartened when heard tat we nt going aniwhr.sat is band BBQ nnd guess wat,im e onli one in my section to go.well,at least my dear Illya will be there.gosh,miss her truckloads.i'll miss her.ten cheer's transfered out of AI,to NUS HIGH,so cool!haiis,lucky i gt the twilight book nnd this com to kip me bz or i wuld have died of boredness...cant stop sighing....haiis,haiis,haiis....i juz nid smeone hu cn stay by my side nnd lisen to my weals nnd woes...juz tat LITTLE,COMFORABLE someone...)=
bye

helloe hello!!i've nw my own twilight book,omg,its damn nyce larh!thanx sabri nnd nina 4 the INSPIRATION..haha.i resrved breaking dawn oredi!tdae,arnd 3 plus my aunt called me nnd bro 4 a game of bowling nnd as i was quite o den,i decided to go.me nnd bro met shym-ster,fikTom nnd my aunt @ yishun MRT nnd we proceeded to SafraYishun...so fun larh.played 2 games...won my bro in first rnd bt he won me in second.my other 2 cuzzies depended on their baby roll...!!!haha..nnd it was jin hui hu gave me tat inspiration since tat time when we went bowling tgether...kekeke.thereafter,aunt treated all of us to BK..yum...ate cheese mushroom burger nnd fries.den went NTUCto uy smethg bt dun hav so we parted nnd went hme.me nnd bro bbus-ed in 858 nnd tat cheeky bro of mine arh,his card no money den he squeeze his way through the crowd nnd paid NO fee....stupid bus driver,so much for staring at all pasengers nnd my bro juz went off easily.haha.k im hme nw,gt msg-es frm Felicia saying tat tdae's band was OMG.lucky i gt asthma no nid go.kakaak!enviromental friendly came nnd conducted nnd obviously he SUCK!hu dun noe siahh...i miss tongtong!!!oh tongtong,y mst u go 4 tat freaky trip,WITHOUT US,lEAVING US wif ONG nnd tat SOAB GUY!haiis...nvrm...i gtg yea...so long!








hey peeps!on satudae,i went to ECP nnd it reminded me of our first class outing,those memories were stil vividly pictured by me esp when my family picnicked ecxactly at our spot!It was fun bt the more fun part was tat i could re-picture us there,letting our hears out,playing at e toilet nnd so on.i took my baby cuzzins arnd on my rented bike,built sand castle for the first time since ages ago nnd swam in e sea also for the first time since like long ago!gran bought me a necklace tats uber nyce frm KL.haha,everybody's prezzie is less expensive than mine!!thanx gran!had a gr8 dae!yesterdae,didnt went out uch,oni to NTUC to do sme stocing up of groceries.me nd bro bought a book,NERDS the swits nnd perfume for ourself.i bought SING TO THE DAWN nnd the story is soooo nyce seyy!todae,as in later,im going to cwp's popular to buy twilight,aunty ani lending me "new moon".im sure gna enjoy it as promised by Sabrina!hahah.tdae im staying at hme as im recovering frm a dam-ing asthma attack this morning.was supposed to go band...=( nnd meet up wif te lollipops to giv money 4 Cantare II!!!can wait to watch em perform,gna be uber,duber,super,wuper,clooper,rooper,zoober,awesome!yea!BTW,juz nw i gt a call from national dental care nnd my BRACES consultations is starting soon.oh im scared nnd excited too!i cant wait to sae SHEESHORE like SABRINA does.haha.awrites,here's some pics of the books i've been reading recently nnd will be reading!top 2 i oredi read!

harlows!!!this is gna be a longggg post...abt THE 1E5 END OF YEAR CLASS OUTING @ SEMBAWANG BEACH!

i left hme at 9.15 den headed to Nina's hse...i cabbed there as i had 2 metal tables to bring for the BBQ later on.met up wif Sabri den headed to MRT station to wait for Wen nnd Alfiah.we were in charge of buying the food!so,we go NTUC nnd purchased sme dried stuff nnd veg.AS WELL AS A DEADLY HORROR>>>9 bottles of 1.5l drinks!its a pack.i tot i culd carry so i did aft we paid den,it was goddam heavy!Sabri carried it a while den i did again..we took turns nnd alfiah wanted to carry it as well....it was damn tiring!Went bck to Nina's hse,put dwn stuff nnd headed to Chong Pang market.before tat Nina,wen nnd alfiah go buy prawn.me nnd sabri,feeling real tired,sat under her block nnd i played wif the market trolley we brought along.Frm afar,we could see the gurls pulling alfiah away frm a cat...we awaes have to do this when out wif her....ESPICIALLY when there r cute lil children arnd...she will go pinch their cheeks!haha.....crazy derh!went chong pang,the 2 monkeys(wen nnd alfiah) played at the playgrnd...OMG!like lil kids?!?!?!hHahax..i culd juz stare!den aft everthing,we went Mac for lunch.


thereafter,Nina bought food 4 her mum den we went bk to her hse!rested for 25 mins den started getting ready the food.me,wen nnd nina did the potatoes nnd corn....wraped them up....while sabri nnd alfiahh trimmed the prawn leg nnd EXPERIMENTED THE BRAINS!!!!?!??!so funi lar..den gt prawn drop in dustbin nnd so on...the most irritating thing is mine nnd sabri's phne keeps ringing nnd msg-ses keeps cminh in WHILE WE R GODDAM BZ!her msg tone is so cute...nina's mum helped us alot too!she marinated the chicken nnd stuff!thanx aunty!den we changed nnd set off...the minute we closed the door...WOOOSH!the rain came!we didnt care though it was soooo...heavy.we spilt taxis.me,alfie nnd wen took the first one.wif all the things.den reach there...THE RAIN STOPPED!!!our E5 mates were there to help us...so nyce of em....something to congratulated sheryl on yesterdae is tat she didnt flare up nnd managed her anger appropriately!!haha...

we went to the BBQ pit Mr Cheak rented nnd is was damn damn damn dirty,infested wif insects..no shelter smemore.so,we anihow go take another pit tat is high up nnd at has playground nnd shelter nnd toilet nearby!alot of peeps hu werent cming came..gd..we started the fire nnd it was a disaster!we ended up adding twigs,leaves,paper,plates into the charcoal...we oso had no more fire starters!so we SOS-ed ah cheak!he juz finished meeting nnd rushe here lor.he started it wif no probs..haha..by then...the half naked boys hu were playing in the sea were going into the toilet nnd me,nnd a few others were filling water boms meant for later.bt we kaopehh den oso take some play wif them...haha..vehh funi.den...i was wett..we played the waterbom game nnd i was freaking wet lar...like last time,we ended up doing the same nnd played at outside the toilet where its easiaer to fill the water bags!frm using small bags to huge bags to an unbrella tat we found,all were filled wif water nnd we played like hell....


the BBQ was oredi on.the hotdogs pek cek ler larh!haha.den the gurls gt changed...toking loudly to eah other frm our cubicles.when we were out,we heard the boys frm beside quarelling.so funiii.....esp alphues nnd nigel....haha.went bk to our BBQ area nnd started BBQ-ing while eating lor.there were loads of cats okay!i was freaked out...bt managed...ouh ya...ms chew nnd ms zhang oso came.thnx chers!me,jin hui,alfiah,xavier,rui qin,su ran,wen went to the jetty nnd the funi thing is tat jin hui nnd wen were scared tat the planks will break nnd they will fall into the sea..haha.jin hui asked me to hold him bt didnt in the end...haha..we heard noises frm below nnd discovered tat there is a guy under wif is frens..searching for prawns.me nnd jin hui were eating chewing gum nnd we spat in dwn..haha.den we go play wif the lines tat were hanging nnd got told off by the owner.haha.went back...everyone except me,nina,sabri nnd alfiah nnd ah cheak played night hide nnd seek!we didnt want to take the risk...ehh hemm...

we crapped wif tat cheak nnd ying yang was pretending to be BBQ-ing as a cover for his hideout.mr cheak was grilling the chickens left.jeremy nnd YT got caught nnd they came bk...we ate the chickens.i ate 3?alfiah 2?jer 4?..sabri had 2 on her plate...bit one nnd it fall..bit the other nnd it fell too!haha.so funn!cleaned up....went hme at 9.15PM!raced to bustop..nina nnd sabri oredi went hme in nina's dad's car....it was mre fun at the bustop there...jin hui was sliding his hand through a fire...so coool...i tried too nnd oso he threw the lighter onto the road n it exploded!jer nnd him were like sitting in the miidle of the road...so funi.jer was doing LAME magic wif my tables.when cheak leaving wif the other 2 chers,we were like.mr cheak,dun bring them hme uhh!!!haha....so funi.the bus came...sme of em went off.left me nnd the peeps hu taking my car.the boys were bz playing games nnd alfiah was fascinated by it while i was staring at the road...looking out for my mum! my mum fetched me nnd sent alphues,alfiah,hazzry nnd jian yu hme.i reached hme...nnd took a bath nnd woosh,slept! iT WAS A REALLY REALLY FUN NND TIRING DAE!



hello ppl of the good...and badd!ok...went to nina's he on sat nnd it was so fun...shan't elaborate la...den yesterdae go wen hse wif fatin,Hazzry,Dicky,Rui Jie,Jian Yu nnd Jin Hui...the TV was cming to her hse...nnd 2 celebrities came!Mark Lee nnd Vivian Lai...it was so cool..we were like the calefares...when wen open the room door,we will sayyy heLLO!!!so cool rite?there's the pic.den hazzry was like smiling widely to wen's baby bro nnd he cried!haha!btw,they were gna makeover wen's hse..sure gna be nyce la.me nnd fatin is helping too!den go hme...we nnd the boys separated...me nnd fatin bused hme....tats all..tdae ltr gt band...den go hme la.kk...i gtg...ant wait for tomoro seyy!