INTERNATIONAL OUTING IN SPORE WITH
WONDERFUL CUZZINS AND FAMILY!


woohoo!cuzzins unite!



SLACKY,FUN DAY!

hello!whoa,feel much btr nw.after clearing all probs wif Fatin! haha,tdae in bus really weird,i agree.i even tengok2 u alot of tymes.glad the old times are back.=) uhh,tdae alot of relieve periods too.PE was fun.played mini tennis.me and alfiah top spin like siao!her ball fly until foyer!mine fly across 2 whole courts!ahhah.den aft recess slackish.played REPEAT AFTER ME wif xueqi and dion.dion was the person we had to folo!damn funny!he do crappy actions and me and qi looked like fools siah.haha.den most actions involved punching the person beside us.and he punched TEO's arm lightly while she was innocently reading a book.HAHAH!played for quite smetime,irritated Mr Siva.lols.den Cheak period.did a summary and compre.sianzz....den watched OLE2 pics on his lappy.funny.miss those times....

den sch ended.ate lunch wif alsa-nisha den me and fifi go band while AMINA=) go choir.hahah....POH was MAD! ya la,stupid people,sign up for soccer when there was band pract.SYF is bloody near folks,case u havent realise.wake up! jeremy somemre can lie sae go toilet den very long den come bk.den cme bk sae,WAHH,i STOMACH ACHE!.den,ironically,his shoes was stained wif grass and mud.STUPID!walked to bustop wif yanhong and fifi.haha,we're becoming closer and im really glad coz yanhong is really nyce.my lovely senior!mwarks!den nw im home!

seriously,if u tink they're what makes you happy,den why find me when u hav problems?ONLY den u nid me hurh?if u reflect back.tink of how many times u reject me when i ask to go out.yr excuse-tired,tmr gt CCA/juz gt bk frm CCA,hav outing wif CCA frens...watever,i dun really caree but wat saddened me most is that.u call me when u r bored and expect me to entertain u.though it isnt really an issue for me,i often tink of this,why must she only tok to me when she is bored or has problems?we no longer share happy times.like we used to.dont we?i noe la,u bz wif CCA and stuff bt no nid to until neglect me rite?i noe u sae tat u guys are family and u r really happy and stuff.but have u thought of this-should a person neglect a frenship of mre than 5 years to search happiness wif those of 2 years or less?to tell u the truth,i treasure u mre than any of my groups of frens.shuld i get this in return?do i deserve this?

i kept everything and pretended that we were like before,in order to preserve this long frenship bt i just couldnt take it anymore when u didnt even bother to do the things u & me usually do during each other's birthday.ok lah,i noe i gave u presents tat were not up to yr standard bt at least i put in effort and bothered to make a fuss abt yr special day.bt sadly,u didnt seem to care when it was my turn.i thought we agreed tat if we hav any problems wif each others attitude,we can tell the other.bt u accused me of blaming yr CCA when i just gave my point of view.do u noe hw miserable i feel every single time we hav a tiff? any idea hw much it hurts mre when yr bff neglects u and when u tell her,she blames u for being sensitive and stuff? but if u really dun wan this frenship anymre,im fine wif it.though it might me such a huge loss to both of us,if it makes us happier,im willing to let go.but lemme tell you,its nt gna be easy for me and you to be losers in this frenship.so,lets save it yea??each time we fight,i treasure u mre than ever.i dono abt u bt tats hw i feel.it takes both hands to clap.so if only one of us is making the effort,there's no use.

A SLAP,HIT,INJURE,WATEVER dayy!
yo peeps!
todae was ok uhh,quite fun.missed class after a week of 'hols'.
so,todae only had geog and IT.the other lessons all tchers absent...
sianzz arhs...bt ok arh.got this relieve tcher very cool uh! she tell us can use earpiece
listen to music.but,must put sme books on table to pretend to be bz in case CHIN pass by.
heheh...COOL!den dion found this broken earpiece and he wore it and put the broken end in his shirt pocket.den the next lesson he did tat as well,and the teacher like scold him.when he took out the wire from his pocket,the tcher PAISEH!ahahah...den next relieve period,nothing btr to do,alfiah invited me to play the scissors-paper-stone,loser slap hand.so played,OUCH! played wif alfiah and dion.not fun wan dion.hit softly.the THRILL is to hit hard.haha,alfiah of course hit damn hard la!hahah...den aftr sch.ate at canteen wif alsa-nisha.den sabri&fifi go achievement dae rehersal.LOL.my clever gfs.den be4 tat went toilet.fifi off-ed the lights.i was nt happy den pushed her.she slipped and fell,i LAUGHED.she show me face.ahhah....ok arh tats all,bYE!


hello peeps!!sorry for all that emo posts.well,nw im ok.xcept one prob la bt nvrm.so,BIG thanks to all those hu bothered to wish me haappy bdae yesterdae,gave me presents and cards & MONEYY!! =) hehe.
to granny,aunts,uncs,marmie&daddie: thanx for everything & the gr8 party!

to sabri nnd nina: thanx for the card and WTPooh mug!its really cute!

to alfiah:thanx for the TOO MANY wishes. =)

to cuzzin fik-tom.shym-ster.iwa.blacky.einstein Jr.huda kuda.: thanx alot for the
wishes,presents,LOVE,care,cool
PEEK-tures!

to AJ.mr cheak.rauzanah.linda.fatinS.yuwen.hazzry.ruijie.wip : thanx for the wishes!

to DHIAWEYY! and TEETH-FUNNY: thanx for the gr8 nite out,presents & wishes.

to all others: thanx ya!


aiya,i tired la,later or wat den i update kay?

drowning my sorrow in music-

it just lessen my heartache by one pathetic percent.my heart is aching till the point that,im tempting my fingers to grab my inhaler,coz im a lil breathless.hw i wished it wasnt my birthday tomoro.its just that,my moods/emotions/feelings wont fit.already, i faked a thousand smiles todae,i wonder hw many more smiles i can cheat myself with tomoro...sorry cuzzin.told you,todae isnt fit for the eve of my birthday,what's mre tomoro,the REAL DAY?have a feeling im gna ruin everything that has been planned.SORRY in advance though.i really wanted to sleepover but,big thanks to my tuition tmr.hmm,smetymes i really wonder if i was the one hu create these heartaches,unneccessarily.i guess so,coz,usually,im the one suffering it alone.thanx straw for the diary.i really let out my feelings in it tdae....haiis...so much for a 14 birthday,FATE. i trusted u so much.yet,it was fate that 21march09 is the pathetic tomoro.THANKS ALOT ya.....

''thnx gurl,for accepting my apology,i cant bear grudges no more.u just stitched 1 out of the million stabbings in my heart"




yo peeps,im bk frm my 'excursion'.lol.quite fun arhs...playing wif my 2 cute lil juniors...eh they K2 YELLOW eh!!!same as me...bt i graduated from K2 YELLOW 8 years ago.angeline and caris so cuuteee....later i post their pics.IM TOO LAZY NOW.so,went to marina BARRAGE.its a pretty place.romanticcc...den went to mac and eat.sat wif PHOON and SAM.haah,damn funi.all the primary sch kids sae sam dating wif us.KIDS ARE KIDS.den,the adults bought too much food.in the end push to us..walao,im sick of fries.den gave to anson and others.we bribed them into finishing all the food.aunty adeline treated me and sam and phoon to McFlurry.=) den,went to botanical garden.im freaking biased.tcher adeline(got 3 adelines eh!) ok,she ask me give out goodie bags.den i gave angeline and caris extra.HAHA!my K2 YELLOW,cute frens mahh.yupps,den we walked to the swan lake.so elegant uhh the swans.abit violent.see the five dollar tree,go rainforest,CRAP and CRAP.haha.den russell ask me carry his bag...zzzz...nvrm la,pamper juniors.i talked to Kief about band.He's in ANDERSON deyyy!!!my clever juniorr!!hmm,den,at the swan lake rite.me and phoon were being irritating...we kept attempting to push people inside the water.Shaeef kena alot of times from me.HAAHH!den bused hme.entertained rusell and Shaeef...they were fascinated by my SUCKY fone.....chatted wif Shamin abt PSLE...yea,den reach le,went hme arh..overall quite fun.

HAAH..well,tomoro....my 14th bdae.i dun feel the least bit excited...dono why.usually i would feel really hyped up.well,maybe i noe that i wont get the 'PRESENT' that i longed for....u are the only person tat makes me smile WILLINGly and REALLY.haha...alsa-nisha,FATINs and my berries too....on the lighter note,i cant wait for my presents....wahh,if anyone can give me,HIM,i owe u big man!bt,fat hope....

YESTERDAE

yo peeps!!!yesterdae aft band,strawberry(LJW xp) ringed me up to mit up.den we met for window shopping and dinner.purpleberry(teethfunny) was there too!haha.i missed them damn loads mna.and thanx for the presents dudettes!i love em!jiawei gave me silkygirl purfume!swithouse diary! & bracelet! while tiffany gave me a really cute frame!=) we ate at banquet. den went to gift a name.i got us a BFF tag each.very funny lor.tiff was being kiasu as usual.HAHA!den jiawei is becoming greddier!ahha!she saw the fake food den she went all watery.and me,CLUMSIER than ever.haha.i go carry this seal bearie den it fell to the floor.den go alot of things i touch oso drop.LOL!saw mr ong TL!his children sooo cute!den actuali we still wanna walkwalk bt i nid rush to religious class and tiff had to go hme.SADD...i wonder when we'll mit agn...??oh and aunty brenda tink tat 'ehhem' is hot too...YAY!and many funny incidents happen!LOLs!remember the pretty model thing,jiawei?haha.

TODAY

went to SMU and National Museum wif Art Club tdae.really fun man!me,fifi and sabri took sme pics den we went to the benches inside SMU and draw em.den 11am meet ms chia & ms chong den we went to do critics abt our drawings.nearby there was a gift shop and i bought this GIRL sign keychain to hang onto my bag.DAMN COOL!and peeping EDMUND went clicking away.funny boy! he toktok to me den suddenly 'CLICK!!' bad!me sabri walked behind him as a result and he turned the cam behind to snap.BAD BOY!haha...went for lunch at KOPITIAM...den gt free time.me and sabri go buy swits and chocs!YUMMY!!!i love the mint choc!den we headed to the museum!alot of rreally cool exhibits on interior design.me and sabri took lots of pics.oh yea,fifi went hme be4 lunch.=( erm,hopefully she uploads them later.u all go see uh.den we were dismisssed bt me,sabri&edmund flw ms chia and ms chong go Chinatown.we students went to the beads shop while them tchers went shopping at OG.lol!pangsehh us!i bought crown beads and key wans.SO COOL!buy one get 1 free!im so going again!den edmund wan go lot1 so me and sabri trained bk to yishun lorh.den nw im finally home!

TOMORROW

im going to botanic gardens & marina berage??i dono that word.haha. wif my ex-tuition tcher and tuition mates.YAY!hope its fun.i cant wait man and also i miss HIm alotttt!!!!i didnt get to see him tdae.aniwaes,ILOVEYOU!

love,shaheRAWR!

so its my ownage yea?aniwaes,i dun like ppl imitating my style of blogging and stuff,cmon la,have some originalities can? esp when they go like."OH,baby im writing this to you wif my effing originalities!am i lovesick or wat?"like WTF?!?!?!
nvrm,i dun wanna bother just too much case my brain explodes!

hmm,tdae was band.ok larh.abit slacky aft lunch.we hanged arnd wif clarinetist.CHIT&CHAT.haha...err,den yea,im now currently on section leader tryout for next batch of commitee.YAY!shaik so cool uh,asst.librabrian.HAH!den actuali me,syaz,liz and my spongebob wan go walk walk derh!den,this cassanova JING HENG! sae he wan go home wif my spongebob(gary sad le luh!).so tak jadi.den walked to bustop.JH was being !@#$%BLUEKS ahah.den, bused hme lor.

nw im hme and im effing bored.man,just as im missing you,i see you.IS THAT FATE?!?!issh tak fair sehh hazzry,dapat jumpe dier!!!I DUN FREN YOU.maybe u r the luck.haha.tmr lunch mst flw me and yan hong.den dapat tengok dier!AHHAH!jk la.erm,i have nthg else to sae la.tmr band again.OUH YA,i got a new surprise in me which ALSA-NISHA havent noe yet.MUAHAHH!its a surprise gurls.aniwaes,ya,im thinking of having a bdae party 1 day aft my birthday.my bdae this sat.YAY!!!!!!(3 more days!) so,maybe i'll have the party on SUNDAY.my mother is still considering.hope she agrees!IM TOO HAPPY LA!mummy buying me a bowling ball that i've beg since i was in my primary sch bowling team.AHHAH!


p.s.i still miss you despite seeing you.ARGGH!!!!

LOVE SICK!
i miss you DEE!

hmmm...i tink if i were to put a love fever thermometer near my heart,it would burst!seriously.if only....ahh fat hope.why are there many competitors for me whenever i sign up for the love gameshow...cant i just get victory for myself.at least this once?!?!!pretty please?cn i just go through this game peacefully,getting the LONG AWAITED PRIZE at the end?if u were just so easy to get....we would have been hapy by now.do u know hw long i've kept the anxiety in me.it just kills me to even think of saying i love you to you in your face.i just CANT do it.because i noe,it only slashes off my ego.bt other than that,hw cn i ever express my feelings un-noticeceably by others.?!!?!pls baby,im seriously dying to tell u those words...by it just cant come out of my mouth because i somehw noe its worthless and pathetic of me.bt just so you know.SHAHIRAH DECLARES THAT SHE IS MADLY IN LOVE WITH HIM! (hot volcano) and will go all out to get him.well,at least destroy her competitors.....SABRINA!im gna nid the help of yr future job soon.coz im going crazy.erhemm...physcologistS,physcology is invading my mind!

romeo take me smewhr we can be alone...
i'll be waiting,all there's left to do is run..
you'll be the hot prince and me the pretty princess..
THATS ALL I EVER WANT.
cmon man,complete this love story.help me!
just say YES!
-to the hottest/swittest/nicest/cutest guy i've known!-

hello there!tdae was full of activities!i'll post the pics later la.in da mrng.had jewellery making course at art club!IT WAS AWEESOME!!!i made a pair of stunning earrings!=) den,went to eat mac wif brina.den buzzed off to tuition!quite slacky uhh tdae.coz its science.den uhh,we played CLUEDO!!!I WAS THE WINNER!i wanna buy tat game.really fun man!den..me,jer,sabri nnd nina and her parents went bowling at safra!jer won me tdae.=( i nid to brush up on my skills man.so,me and clique decided tat we shuld go bowling tgather every saturdae.im even thinking of purchasing my own ball.this time,i wanna start again.oh well,i could have gotten into sports sch last time...ahah,shaherawr,very funi gurl.umm so,yea..and im gna stock up on jewellery making stuff and start it off as a hobby.its fun though making the ring is IRRITATING.hmm...im having to have lots of plans.just one problem,do i have time to pursue my interests?!!!??yesyes,i dun even have time for myself.DONT EVEN HAVE TIME TO DREAM OF HIM!hmm,so yea.mummy's been saying that she's planning to get our fam off our butts to AUSTRALIA DISNEYLAND!yay!im so looking forward for ir man...another problem..i sent in the proposal for the VIETNAM TRIP on 3rd-7th june and LION CHARLIE ask me to go to LEO'S annual forum at penang on 6th June...so am i gna split myself into 2 or wat?well,tats if ms cheng choses me..I WANNA GO!ok larh,tats all for nw...BYE!

HERE's THE PHOTOS I PROMISED!


today's :
juz nw,window shopping wif fifi,ME IN POOH WORLD!


Real love is a mystery to most people.yes,BABY.bt i still love you!
Love is essential to a perfect relationship.uh-huh
Love is for givers, not takers. =)
Love requires the giving of ones' self to another. XD
Infatuation is sometimes mistaken for romance or love. im quite certain its love
Love will expose you to rejection and hurts. it hurts ALOT,bt for yr sake baby,i'll withstand it
People who have failed at love often resist the notion of loving again.hmm...
Love can build a bridge across great divides. AGREE!
Love begins to be expressed when it is formulated in the heart.yea
Love cannot function in an environment of prejudice. yes,u dun doubt yr spouse love towards u!
What do you do when you love? When you love, you care. uh-huh,not hatred.even for a second!
Love doesn't condemn or show harshness. PRECISELY!hit/scold isnt love.ITS ABUSE,idiot
Love rejoices when others prosper. yes,if you get jealous of yr spouse,you're a total LOSER!
If we have failed to love, we leave nothing behind.tats why we should TREASURE LOVE!!!

this is called retribution people.next time when u wanna blame someone.SEE WHO IT IS FIRST.i can be nice when i am but once u go over my limit,tats it.look yr effing self in the mirror and ask yrself if it was negligence on yr part first.after that,u want find me,come uhh,tink im scared?AHAHHA!obviously,it my ownage.BDH!

UNDERSTAND?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!idiot.

8 more days to me being a a year older.its sad,hw time flies...juz a click of and eye..from a pre-matured little baby,vomiting everytime mummy feeds her,to a 14 yr old,crazy,a lil rebellios,and big gurl.hmm,on a lighter note,IM GROWING UP!

well,todae was okay.got bk results slip.NOT BAD.den went NP wif clique.I CRAZE&CRAVE winnie the POOH!!gosh,they're the cutest catoon bearie living on earth!i mean,they dun live bt they're REALLY CUTE!had CPR module just now.only me nnd sabri attended it.FUNNY UH!i had to blow into the manequin's mouth...den now im back hme.my eyes almost gone sore todae see-ing biatches arond.TSKTSKTSK!WAHH,sooo sadd uh...

to my LOVELY baby:
I LOVE YOU,
You are the one I desire..
From the first time we talked,
my feelins for you sparked like fire
Please try to understand,
Im afraid to let my feelins show,
But I dont want to be left alone...
I just want to hold you close and never let you go..
But so far all I have are dreams of you
I never thought it was possible to fall in love with you..
You are so sweet and caring..
I must be dreaming..
Im your secret admirer,
If only you knew that my love for you has been set on fire
But im trying to be careful,
I dont want to be left heartbroken..
Im just your secret admirer,
And thats all I'll ever be..

eff u man,eff u.who in this effing world do u bloody think u are?p.s.to alsa-nisha:u guys know hw much i love V rite?also,im nt like some people hu is oredi attached and oso wanna flirt wif other guys.damn u.aper problem dier sak.im seriously at my boiling point.LIKE SERIOUSLY,i DONT WAN,NEED or LOVE your boyfren...its juz so pitiful to see him being treated like he's no one to you.ARE YOU JEALOUS or wat?if jealous,den jaga dier baik-baik.if u really love him,dun nid to hide yr status.make private uhh,do i look or sound like i freaking care??oh thanks so much,but i got better things to care about.i dun mind having a fren less coz i have manyMANYMANYMANY more faithful,truthful nnd non-******,WONDERFUL FRIENDS.ohh am i so glad that we opened that club,CHUBBS!it seriusly brightens me up.OHH,and i love alsa-nisha,SAHA,fatinS,the AM club members and my BERRIES!and so obviously MY HOTHOT BABY<33>


school was short.after sch,WAS REALLY FUN!alsa-nisha,hazzry,shaik,izzy,suran,alphues,chubbs,jianyu nnd ruijie went to northpoint the mac there.it was funny.alphues took like 15 tissues.hhah,so kiasu man.den we went to comic connection.den to MRT station where nina went to NTUC.she took so long that we sae she go buy 4D.super funny!den RJ nnd shaik went hme.the rest of us go nina's houseit was fun,crazy and awesome!first we played UNO.we kept drawing cards and i even drew 22 cards at a go.hah.den there was a break.haz nnd alphues went to toilet together,GOSH.freaking funny!they locked the kitchen door and were...CAT FIGHTING inside,LOL!den we had a movie marathon.we watched finding nemo.me,haz nnd alphues were sitting on the sofa when suddenly alphues sat on haz.WAHAHHA!we had numerous pillow fights.FUNFUNFUN!ate alot of tidbits!drinks!oh,it was fun!den me,fifi nnd haz go Conv.Chi. it was rather slackish.den aft tat alfiah go hme.me and haz watch the bball match wif YSS.we won the boys and gurls wan!YEA!den it drizzled,so we quickly went out of sch.rained heavily,so we tembus the blocks.and guess what?
ok,2 things happened.
firstly,GOSH IT WAS EMBARRASSING.my skirt flew up coz of the wind..>.<
den,INTERESTINGLY & SADLY,
i saw this cat like biting onto a little creature tat looked like a rat,i alarmed haz nnd we found out tat it was a new born kitten!!!!NEW BORN!i was scred to go near,so i stood next to the drain,i heard something squealing.IT WAS 3 OTHER NEW BORN KITTENS STRUGGLINMG FOR THEIR LIFE IN THE DEEP DRAIN WATER!it was sad n terrifying,i told hazz and he took them out to safety.we dried them with tissues.aww,they were really small and cute.we didnt feel like leaving at all.den the two of us walked away nnd saw sme AI student we recognised and told them to watch over the cat and her kittens.i took a couple of pics.i'll upload them later ba.den,yea we walked to the bustop.den the bus timing board was IRRITATING!the time kips changing,aniwaes,im back now.and IM FREAKING MAD!


yoyo!well,the pics talked and there we go,OLE 2 CAMP at JBCS rawks like nobody's bussiness cn?omg,i miss my hut 3,my hot instructor,YJ(johnny),my cute instructor,Amanda,the canteen,sleeping bag,toilet,hall,mass dance,sickbay and everything else!here,in jalan bahtera,everyone is in love with everything else!ahah...i miss naz,pikaCHU!!,handsome(ahemm),biffy guy & CHIEF ZICO kpo!credits to zico for aiding me when i freaking sprained my ankle and to mr cheak as well,for sending me to clinic.also to all tchers hu showed concern!ms zhang,ms cheng,ms chew,ms toh,I LOVE YOU GUYS!so,i didnt do any outdoor activities....i missed kayaking,which i was waiting for so long to do!!!!!bt nvrm,i chatted wif ms zhang nnd taught her cheers.haha.....alot of ppl overcomed their phobea of heights...eg,kai xiang,ON eh!!=).khee hoon,sabri,jin hui(My cute little bumblebee),alfiah....haha...campfire was one of the most memorable dae of my life.we had fun,we bonded,we loved,we cheered,we had team spirit nnd together FLOWER PANDA rawks!!!!!!!!!!though there wasnt really fire due to rain...we had gr8 fun!and disco after that was superb!si suosuo dance will always be remmebered....nnd we will always dance and clap with one leg bouncing thx to johnny!ahha..i love camp man.though i pretty much wish tat i didnt sprain my ankle...ahahha...

a funny scenario;
sabri(in hut):puts on PRICKLY HEAT POWDER on her leg.
-----powder dust went through the air spaces on hut floor----
naz:eh,hu put powder??
alsa-nisha:*laughs* omg..sabrina,u r dead!
naz:eyy,see arr,my face all white oredi..(whining)
sabri:squeaks den hide...
----HAHAHHAHA------

another funny " "
me nnd jamie:*scrubbing floor
sabri,alfiah,THS:washing sink*
THS:ey,GIMME the wiper,i want to clean the sink
me and jamie:laughs*NO!dun do stupid things
THS:can let me explain first anot?!?!?!!!!
us:no....ok arh*gives her wiper
THS:tries cleaning the sink...FAILED den paiseh!!!!HAHAH!
us:LAUGH LIKE MAD!*
-----so stupid siah-------

oh yea,we had to do area cleaning and we cleaned the girls toilet....the boys were being EEWWW-ish...except some.the so called supervisors were REALLY BOSSY can..kau!me nnd jamie stayed till the last bit of cleaning.because pikachu sae that if we dun clean until finish,johnny nnd amanda cnnt go bk wif us..so we'd rather help.nnd yea,it was done.we went bk to sch,nnd i cabbed hme.wait,firstly,everyone chiong-ed to the drinks stall.we thirsted non-plain water!ahahha!tats all folks..bye!

p.s.my poor lil bumblebee lost his voice AND he broke my specs when he hit my head during the part where we carry him..hhaha.den cry..aiyo,so cute la!

p.p.s.i love volcano loads....we had gr8 fun...laughter....joy..LOVE...and blah,blah,blah

p.p.p.s ITS RAINING naz!hallelujah,its raining naz,I MISS HIM....ahaha...chinlay guy!


erm..alfiah?wong bin?i nt sure.haha


hey everyone.
so,obviously,wheni end my HI wif a fullstop,it means tat im in a foul mood.well,its all because of this SOAB gurl.sae i flirt...HELLO,hu is the one flirting uh?please la.use yr peawit brain to tink.oh sorry,brain too small rite..so sad huh?haiis,biatches are biatches...wat to do.math was fun..gt my results..got C5..haha...den PE was friggin fun nnd eee-www!me nnd teamates took out shoe nnd socks coz scared dirty den we played on the suiqqish nnd MUDDY field..gosh,it was funny nnd disGUSting.nnd the funniest part was..jing kai,he goalie.den he kick the ball upwards,it landed on his head.LOL!our grp won AGAIN.credits to hazzry...YAW!den me nnd QI EH! slack at the washing leg area to skip DnT awhile.we play like wat siah.AHHA!den DnT was effing emo.like WTF do u wan frm me huh?oredi broke my ego,made me feel like a stupid gurl watching tearfully.UNSIGHTFUL things somemre.oh gawd. do i deserve this?guess this is seriously nt infactuation...instead its the next stage.i've never teared because of hot volcanoes okay....what do u get by doing this to me?u tink i'll give up on my long kept feelings?wanna challenge me in the race?i just cant stand yr bitchy slutty acts can?fck nia.spoil my day.

den blahblahblah.eng,gt bk composition...one of the highest in class..WHEE...also nina nnd sabrina.hahah.band was okay.Chris came.Fifi joined band.YAY!haha...ironically,she loves TUBA.ahahha!the hugest of all instruments.some idiotic gurl from choir kept staring at me,wif her retarded eyes.like wtf?go die la..i dun entertain LEADERSHIP people with sucky leadership qualities.seriously i tink im better off than most of them.damn it,still say i baddie n ask me to go away.I YR DOG uh.ass.freak siah.it was alfiah's choice.i didnt force her.IDIOT!

hi...
i gt somemre results tdae...
i got an A2 for history,YAY ME!
so far i've hit all my targets.
nnd grats to 2E5 for the wonderful achievements,whoa,so many peeps were top in level!we've proved others wrong,nnd WAY TO GO!
well,tdae was fun arh...nnd i was pissed abit during history.MOSQUITO?!?!?!!!
den tat sam kip making his hair like devil..LOL!nnd On EH! kip asking me find his things in the load of rubbish..so DION-listic.hahaha..err,aft sch,was supposed to hav SRP bt thiru didnt turn up as expected.BOO! so me nnd alfiah,pon CONVERSATIONAL CHINESE till 4,go com lab slack wif sme fellow e5 peeps.HAH!

chinese was okay..as usual,crapping around wif SAHA!lol...(Shahirah,Alfiah,Hazzry,Aiman!)
hehe...den when going hme...we stopped by at bball court watch trevor marmie,nigel FD,On EH! nnd wilson laopa SHOOT balls..hahah...we kept distracting them..lol,saed bye to On EH! den went hme....

p.s i bet u never know how my heart thumps every second i look at you.
i wish u could be right beside me whenever i needed you& even if i dun.
i hope to be yours one dae but i noe we're impossible;being world apart.
i want you to know,the feeling i kept in me for close to 2 mths nw.
i want to share your pain,tears,joy&love
i want to see your swit smiles,cute acts & hear you sing to me.
i want to give you love for eternity,if fate permits.
i want you,from the first time i saw you,i noe you're the one.
i want to purify yr heart of all pain nnd evil deeds.
i want to be your dear angel,protecting you every moment.
baby,you're my world,my everything.
and though its truely obvious that we'll never be together,
i really want you to know this 3 words which i've kept for so long
and that three painful words are that
I LOVE YOU!



yo ppl!tdae was nuetral...received sme results.
science:79,A1
malay:76?i tink,A1
art:64
(i gt 13/20,18th in class)

umm..aft sch,before band,Fifi had to collect her blood grp results.so,alSA-NISHA,sent her to the bustop behind sch.den aft that me,nina nnd brina go camwhore at playground.lol.oh ya,be4 that Fifi was chasing pigeons while SCREAMING VIOLENTLY.lol!WENT BK SCH DEN GO FOR OUR cca.later on,heard frm yanhong cutie tat Fi cried...haiis,its ok la....though its unfair coz u oni had one chance..and had to be paired up wif L.if u wanna *do it*,juz do,we will be more than willing to accept u.XD!bt think carefully yea?aniwaes ILOVEYOU!haha..ermm,bk to band.mr poh didnt turn up,we had sectionals...Chris came nnd he was super hyper active tdae cn?disturbing jing yi la...SO&so...and that nerd pin han is turning mre nerdy by daes..OMG!hehe...umm,we crapped alot!a really old alumni came bk..hhha,she veh cute..constantly fighting wif chris.lol!den,den..smethg caught jer up....aiya,jer,that kinda ppl dun care la...they never learn their lesson wan la..chill hor.den aft band,walked hme wif YH,Fi,hazz nnd Yao.thats all babes nnd hunks,BYE!

hullo,hullo!todae is definitely a hyper day!ahhaha...


during morning assembly,SHAN & ROZZ from 98.7FM came and it was AWESOME!they were funny...


mdm kaur;may i ask a question?


shan;sure,aniway,u have nice hair!


rozz:wats your name?


mdm kaur;its mdm kaur


rozz;mdm KOK?


AI;*laugh like hell!





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okay,so sch was a s usual....OH YEA,the most interesting thing is that the scouts opened a COOL store for job week.alot of cool things.seeing the guys tend the stall was really funny!i bouight a red hairband nnd reserved a spongebob pouch!weee....i seriously was acting like a freak when patronising the stall!AHAHH!i ransacked every single box,ask dem alot of questions..so funny larh!sabrina was ashamed of my behaviour,HAHAHH!i was trying to help AJ & gang manage their stall larh!veri cute arh!umm,den aft sch,Fifi go blood test.pangseh me,nina nnd brina.den we tried making use of our time by slacking at the piano area at 1st floor.lol.we camwhored like hell,when brina was being giggl-ish all the time.LOL!i love the lighting there man.den i had SRP.they had choir.aft SRP i go ART CLUB...saw jing heng and jinyi..ahem...=) said hi den chiong-ed to art rm...drew sme stuffs den did a get well soon card.


me and Saby were like crazy gurls,listening carefully to 98.7 coz we wanna noe the SMS number...>.<>





ahemm...





HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR SLENGEE,SITINOH,i mean SITI NURFATIN!

the HOT CHICK!--------

congrats on being 19 daes older than me now....dun worry i'll catch up soon!wahha...fatin like aunty go market siah todae,carrying all her mountainous presents around...HAHAH!so cute...hope u like my present by the way!

Sunday, March 1, 2009

WHAT DO YOU GET WHEN YOU ADD A HEART TO ME?well,the same old tale.which is,was,were,are LOVE!

why must people fall in love?why must love even exist?why does it often break people's heart?the only good thing i ever noe abt love is that it makes u feel secure for a period of time...WHY?

*actuali my pic wasnt impt,i juz love it.HAHA!

bk to the love THING,i was forced into the tunnel agn...i want to get out!cause if i dun,i cn do wonders.(rite alsa-nisha?) NOOO!!!!!!!....help me man....i dun want to be trapped in love wif guys but STUDIES,esp maths...i wanna be IN LOVE,ahemmm,wif maths!hahah,i may sound like a geek or nerd or smethg,bt if u really tink so,lets see hu will be the 'NERD' in future.

on a lighter n happier note,tdae im goin to east coast,i tink for my lil cuz CUM bro's bdae party.YAY!bye for nw!

special notes;

HAPPY BDAE TO CHUBBY!

also,THANX sabrina for wishing AIBAND,e5 peeps gd luck!we did awesome!

yo people!!!tdae was definitely a blast for AIBAND!as usual,we started off suckish-ly during rehearsal tat ONG ask us go bk to folklore bt during concert we were MARVELLOUS!!!mrng came,watched sme disgustingpeople band and a band hu celebrates christmas everydae(red n green uni,LOL!) den our turn,ok larh,not bad.MR POH rawks btw!muahahah!den the best part,AI nnd PINGYI sectional,nnd it was super coolness,whr i met malek the weird(haha,go hack jonathan's ****),Bing(the most normal guy in trmb section),joycelyn(braceface too!),winston(fat ass,according to BING.well,gt a few mre bt i 4gt the name.we played overture nnd folklore.SO FUN!had bonding.played whacko nnd jonathan's **** kana hit by Malek nnd he was in pain.LOL!we took a group photo nnd oh man,IT WAS SOOO COOL!Bing and winston i tink,held the trombone in the air.hahhah....lunch n dinner sucked!DEN GOIN HME TIME,I GO HME WIF MY FAMILY.we go bdae party.me and iwa were crapping abt a disgusting woman which was hilariously funny cn?OMG,im still laughing....HAHAHH! mr poh said we did a good job nnd nadia juz couldnt stop WHOO-ing.hgahah!ok barh tats all,wait!I LOVE THE TROMBONE SECT OF AI & PY!!!!!!!woohooo!!!mwarks!