hello! im super-de-duper happy today mann!!
1) IM IN LOVE WITH CHEE CHEONG FAN PTE! hahah...i love my mafia and sabrina!
2) IM thinking about my hawtstuff....
3) I love the museums and their exhibitions!
4) IM just too happy can? too happy tat WE finally let go and yea,HAPPINESS AHEAD!

hmm, tdae was awesome-ly awesome! me,alfiah and sabri laughed a million times today.
had art club MUSEUM-DAY outing.We went to 3 museum.
-Natinal Museum
-SAM museum
-8D? SAM Museum

all was free todae as it was international museum day. so cool. started off with me going on and
on about the HAWT GUY thr.Hehe,gt take pic dey. Den alfiah was crazing over A balloon.
reach museum..it was sosososososo COOL. took alot of pics.waiting ferr sabri to upload em.
Den,thr's this museum tat freeaked me and alfiah a lil. real squirrel were made into dress for cavemen last time!!!! very scary amn..i actuali touched it.GAHH! nvrm,den ms chong dismissed us. We dinner-ed ourselves...the seniors went to eat with Ms Chong.so we cleverly found our way to the MRT and a funny thing happened...we walked wrng way den we needed to cross the road.the traffic lights we way beyond hw much our feet could take us.so,we decided to dash across the road and we screamed our way through! lol! coz a car was approaching. Den we train-ed to AMK Hub and dinner-ed at Mac. Den train-ed hme...HAHA, had a awesome day!

definition of CHEE CHEONG FAN

chee- SHAHERAWR XDD!
cheong- SAbREENA XDDD!
fan- ALFIAH MAFIA XDDD!

01. Real name - Shahirah Begum Bte Sulaiman
02. Nickname(s)- Irah,Bdot,Shah
03. Star sign - Aries!
04. Male or female - Female.
05. Elementary - PAP, Bukit Batok&Woodlands!
06. Middle School - Evergreen Primary School!
07. High School - Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary School.
08. Hair color - Black
09. Long or short hair- Shoulder length
010. Loud or Quiet - Most of the time, loud.
011. Sweats or Jeans - Jeans.
012. Phone or Camera - Camera.
013. Fruits or fried foods- Fruits&fried foods?! :D
014. Drink or Smoke? - Neither!
015. Do you have a crush on someone? - *grins ily :)
016. Eat or Drink - Bothhhhhhh.
017. Piercings - Ear.
018. Tattoos - NONO!
019. Been in an airplane - YEAPS! twice and counting on!
020. Been in a relationship - =)
021. Been in a car accident - Nope! Thank God! ;D
022. Been in a fist fight - umm,sort of.With sickening bro.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing - Newborn
024. First best friend - JiaWei! =)
025. First award - Uh, AWWA teach Me?.
026. First crush - hehe...secret
027. First fashion sense - Girly. Granny dressed me.HAHA!
028. First vacation - Bintan?

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to - Mother!
030. Last person you texted - sweetheart =) *ily!!
031. Last person(s) you watched a movie with - My Sexy Cousin.HAHA!
032. Last food you ate - Bread!
033. Last movie you watched - High School Musical 2.
034. Last song you listened to - Cintaku Dipermainkan
035. Last thing you bought - tissue?
036. Last person you hugged- Nisha!

FAVES:
037. Food - Mother's Cooking and many many more!
038. Drinks - everything except for liquor.
039. Clothing - T-shirts&blouses.
040. Books - Fiction, Romance and more!
041. Musics - nthg much....
042. Flower - ROSES!
043. Colours - red,black.
044. Movies - i don't have a clear memory of the movies I watched. UH-HUH
045. Positions - ?!.
IN 2008 you,
047. [] Kissed in the snow.
048. [] celebrated Halloween.
049. [x] had your heart broken.
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone.
051. [] someone questioned your sexual orientation.
052. [] came out of the closet.
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted.
056. [] broke a promise.
057. [] hid a secret.
058. [x] pretended to be happy.
059. [x] met someone who changed your life.
060. [x] pretended to be sick.
061. [x] left the country.
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
063. [x]cried over the silliest thing.
064. [x] ran a mile.
065. []went to the beach with your best friend(s).
066. [] stayed single the whole year.

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating - Nothing.
068. Drinking - Nothing.
069. I'm about to - Meet Sabrina.
070. Listening to - Nothing.
071. Plans for today - Fashion Exibition @ National Museum
072. Waiting for - Australia trip!.

Opposite Sex ,
073. Want kids? - Yeap but now its too early.
074. Want to get married? - uh-huh.
075. Careers in mind - DNA -er?, Teacher?
076. Lips or eyes - Eyes.
077. Shorter or taller? - Taller! :D
078. Romantic or spontaneous - Both.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms - hmm...
080. Sensitive or loud - Both, but not too much of from each.
081. Hook-up or relationship - hmm relationship?:D.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant - Hesitant...?
083. Lost glasses/contacts →considering both~!
084. Ran away from home → Felt like it doing it once, but naaahhh, it was stupid.
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → YES! To baby nisha yesterday coz i was cutting fruits den she KPO!. :)
086. Killed somebody → Naaah.
087. Broken someone's heart → I hope not.
088. Been arrested → Depends. By who?
089. Cried when someone died → Yes, obviously.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself - Yes, of course. :)
091. Miracles - Yeap!
092. Love at first sight - I don't think it's possible. If it does happen, I've got no comments.
093. Heaven - Yes.
094. Santa Claus - DUMBASSES believe.haha
095. Sex on the first date - Sick.
096. Kiss on the first date - hmm?.
099. Do you believe in God - Yes.!!
100. This is the 100th and last. - ohhh?!

initially,there wasnt any problem.
now there is.and im not gna let it
hang and dissapear just like that.

WhatIf?FixShout! , I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

hmm,later sabrina cming to my hse to do our math project.
bye for now,i have no mood at all.....


i just feel like posting and posting and posting!
I feel dumb.gahh.every movement of mine will
make me say 'OUCH' ! lol,coz juz nw crosscountry
den i tink i lack of exercise so my muscles are
aching like nobody's business.YAY,arnd 12 days
to AUSTRALIA! i cant wait to get the hell out of
Singapore where all my trobles are mounting up.
I cant wait to only see my family members.I cant wait
to smile sincerely.I cant wait to be myself again.I cant
wait to play all day and not be remembered of the IRRITANTS'
back home!Yes,that would be a nice vacation.Having ppl
hu truly LOVE me around me.And i'll chop karthik's
head off in Term 3 if i see him there! HAHA!
spoil my family time.I only wanna meet strangers and
FAMILY members. =) hmm...i simply cant wait.
sabri-bri,i'll try smuggle a panda in.haha,like real.
anw,thanks fatin and sabrina for yr GREAT
encouragement and SINCERITY. =)))) ily,
Sabrina (my dongseng) XD
Fatin (my unni) XD

ROAR! Mr. FixShout WhatIf,i love you and yr cutecute smile.
Ur a HAWTSTUFF, boy!
If only.....
Yes,w...
Uhh,maybe not
Gahh! i still love you!
smile baby.

tidakah engkau tahu sayang
betapa ku sayang padamu
kerna kau insan yang ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya
tetapi di sebaliknya,apa yang kau berikan padaku
kasih dan sayang ku tiada pilunya di hati

kini kau berubah
kau tak seperti dahulu
mengapa sayang mengapa engkau jadi begini
kini aku menyesal mencintaimu
kerna cintaku diperpainkan secukup-cukupnya

hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan
kau membuatku tidak mahu bercinta lagi,sayang
mengapa engkau permainkan
cinta yang sudah kita bina
kini kau dah tak sayang lagi
berturus terang padaku

janganlah engkau menyeksa ku
tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung
dugaan cinta yang kau beri terhadap diriku
sakitnya hatiku,sampainya hatimu
CINTAKU DIPERMAINKAN ,

NOT

adapted from,CINTAKU DIPERMAINKAN(apit)

im happy.not =)i am.
like i saed,i wont lift a muscle anymore.im just too tired.emotionally and physically. i have been indulging in sports this few days and it really relieves me,somehow,physically.U ppl out there can do anything that you want.I wont interfere,i wont even present myself.Quiling's life must be great.... ahah,my terracotta soldier.=) If u tink im the cause of anything whatsoever,leave me.Go find yr happiness. It'll please you,im sure. Dun bother me/about me. I'll be fine.yes,i will.not
hmmm,tdae was crosscountry.i walked with ms zhang. talked alot..... and,omg,_____ is making me go wild. the happy times,the wink,the smiles are making me mad abt him.... aiya,watever la. I realise that i listen to 'sonata musim salju' evrytime im down and out.

Saat ku merindukan kawanku
Jiwa meronta mereka ku damba
Oh gerhanalah seluruh pancaindera
Ku hilang dalam memori mereka,
Membakar seluruh jiwa raga
Hanyalah mereka yang boleh....
yang boleh membuatku gembira....
tetapi sekarang,
satu demi satu,meniggali ku
tanpa sepatah.

i can no longer wait.

worn out.tired.helpless.angry.sad.depressed.confident-less.loser.SOMEMORE? come on,add more load onto me EVRYONE. i NEED it. i want to just take as much load,troubles.problems,till the day that my heart and mind and soul cant take it anymore. seriously,am i dumb? no,maybe im not. maybe im so used to all those misery that i just need it to live. to everyone, hate me or do watever you want to me. Seriously,i wont stretch a muscle to scold or get angry at you anymore. I let off 3/8 of the load in my heart todae into gardening and still the remainder is stabbing me a million.Insult me,leave me,hate me. ITS OKAY. go on. tell me the person you want me to be. tell me,all my weaknesses coz i plan on living my life for everyone else but me.I've made some decisions and thought over it wisely.It shall be known when the time is ripe.now,all my time will be devoted to studying for my parents sake,artclub,SC,band for killing time. nothing else exist in me now.Afterall,who am i? from now on,im not gna raise any objections,i'll just,i'll just live on with life with decisions that will lead me through.Treat me invisibly.i'll appreciate that.dont pretend with me ANYMORE. tell me off. I sincerely hope that you guys now feel happy. yay,to my new life huh? now i noe the true meaning of blood is thicker than water.If you have anything you want to comment on me,pls feel free to write in out on my tagboard.Write your name. I'll show u the person you want me to be.OKAY? coz everything i do seems negative to everyone,so let me favour u instead.

fedupdownleftright. FINE,do what u want.kau nk aper suka hati kaulah uh.
PLS,rakanku yng dua tuhh, janganlah putuskan janjian yang telah kita lakukan.
orng yng putuskan janjinya akhirnya,uhh,watever lah huh. hehe.

SO! HI!!! tdae was okayyy.....mrng did council duty with Solihin at 'THE LEARNER' and Sam was our mentor.den go hall watch 4T1 play sme songs on guitar. darn nice. great job guys. den dance performed... i sort of liked it. haha. thereafter,went dwn with fellow concillors to mit Hakim abt PTM duties. Den geog,i LOVE THE VID!!! uhh,science watched the BOORINGG stomp out loud 2 movie where i fell asleep. then RECCESS! den uhh, CHEAKcheak lesson. three periods talk abt L1R5 stuff,woke me up abit. den he showed us pics of his trip to Cambodia and Japan... so poorthing la the kids in Cambodia....wished i could help them. one day i'll surely visit! den sch end,ate luch with sabri=bri =) and alfiah! and the EXTRA girl. den go SC room collect blazers for tmr. so gd Ifwat,Solihin and Danial waterboy den dunnid wear Formal 1. ahahha.... den took the lame test Arun set and went hme wif Arina and Alicia.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0FKkf-5JCTg
see that website above? its a song by LOBO called STONEY.
man,i miss that song. It was the first song that me,jiawei and
tiffany sang together.i miss the good old days where we dreamt
of creating our very own band!come to think of it,its cute isnt
it? Tiffany would play the shaker. I would hit the 'BEATER'
and jiawei would conduct.AND we all sang together. and,and
i remembered us playing warriors,like so lame but last time
lameness RULED! we played camping too! i would 'go out to
shop for groceries' and jiawei and tiffany would stay in the tent
and a villain attack them den i had to save them.HAHAH!! It
was just soooo cool!!!! there was this once where we were so bored
that we actuali cleaned jiawei's room.we mop-ed,swept and it was fun,
BECAUSE jiawei would sit on the roller chair,and i pushed and
while i did,she would mop the floor. TEAMWORK!
i want to do all this again!! i shall,one day. right girls?

anyway,today pawn band coz gt CIP workshop.candle-making workshop
for primary sch students. i was in charge ahmad ibrahim pri sch. darn cute!
and found out tat mr loke's wife is the tcher of chongfu primary. Mdm Zaiton!!
so cool,she's nice. aft tat me,sabri and alfiah helped ms chia wif labeling of
the clay making tools. den home-d!!!!!

hey you!
im vry pissed tdae coz of sme UNRULY,NOT JUSTIFIED ppl.
but,seriously,no big deal. im nt gna put away my responsibility
of attending band & meeting for this dumb thing.HAHA!
hmm,so tdae i saw my mark sheet.only 2 A's but i'll do btr
I PROMISE. yesterdae,i went to lucretia's hse to swim.
really fun. den tdae aft sch,got briefing on the CIP workshop
tomoro for the pri sch kids. gt kids frm northland,chongfu&
ahmad ibrahim jr. =) hmm.....i've been thinking bout sme issues
this few days. uh-huh. leadership & mindset of ppl nowadays.

mindset. Im really,really shocked.honestly.tat dae,i was just
sitting arnd the sch benches and a group of rowdy indian pupils
came up and sat and talked to their friends.well,i wasnt eavedropping.
i just accidentally heard their conversation. "How many subjects you failed?"
her friend said ''all but 2''. Im like woah coz the gurl's next reply was. ''eh,you idiot,
y u pass two?juz fail all la!" and subsequently all her friends tat pass by her would
be asked by her the question she first asked.
Why FAIL? Why not PASS?? whats wrong with ppl nowadays. Dont they know
how much everyone else,well,at least ppl like me will regret for failing 1 subject?
some even say tat they want to fail NLevel so that can go ITE. wats this crap?
when given a chance,grab it. when it goes,you're forever a step behind others.....

leadership.ever since the 8th council investiture, i feel so proud of myself for such
an achievement.I stricten my self-rules and ensured that everyone else did.But i
find that some leaders are abusing their post in a way to appeal to their own needs,
neglecting others. If everything goes on MAJORITY,all the minority shuld be cast
aside???!!!!!! that's the dumbest thing ever,to me. Mr Ong once told me
that too.eg,if MAJORITY wants AI to scrape off their rules, do you think the
sch will do it? obviously,no right? So? wats this plain crap abt majority rules?
A leader leads and serve.not command or rule. afterall,everyone has rights to
almost everything. as a leader myself, obviously i know the DoS and DontS.
but do they? they do everything to please themselves and at the end of the day,
who'll benefit? THEY ARE GNA BENEFIT.probably along with their clique.
how bout the minority? they are shit huh?

It seems like Hitler's grnd,rather than a class,TO ME. so,if anyone reading this disagrees,kip
those comments to yrself alrite? i dun want to noe.NOT INTERESTED. yea. btw,to remind u,this is MY BLOG. my freedom to rite my thhoughts. not happy,DUN READ.

hoho!damn funny. now is 5.42am and i oredi bathed...
my mother was too groggy when she woke up tat she
thought it was 6.20am instead of 5.20..and i rush like
mad woman!! den called fatin and she say she still sleeping.
OMG,damn dumb la. anw,now i know all the marks for all
my papers.and the best thing is i PASSED all !!! weeee.
i can stay in student council!!!! and yesterdae had student
council investiture. I felt gr8 coz on the 7th investiture
i vowed to be an SC in the 8th council and i really am!
hmmm..... den aft sch, had SC meeting. den aft tat
we get to choose to do gardening,play badminton
or tabble tennis OR do sme wrk at recycling corner.
so me,alfiah,arina,lucretia chose gardening. and we
didnt regret at all.IT IS FREAKINGLY FUN!!!!
we harvested alot of vegetables and at 6 we divided them
i got alot of caixin,some chillis,2 lady's fingers and sme
uhh dono wat vege. like aunty go market.HAHA!
den we walked home....damn heavy rain la.....
arina lent me her umbrella =)

hello! im quite happy tdae!
got mst of my results xcept math,geog,history.
so,eng and malay is okay as usual but malay gave me and sabri frustrations!
science.i thought i failed.but NO! i didnt do well either...just okay.PHEW.
aft sch,had SC investiture rehearsal. Was really fun. esp wif Ifwat in my
committee.=) learn a whole lot of gr8 facts abt him.LOL! me and alfiah
taught him sme stuff for the SC test. He damn ke ai la! he say he mem.
oredi den we test,he peek at ppr.APER LA! Den still dun believe i learn
malay.HOHO! ke ask me 'awak,kita' and i saed,hello im in express malay.LOL!!!!!
ok,so we did a few rounds.den flw-ed jasmine up to Aida Boutique to get
our SC blazers for tmr's investiture.The others took the big size so im left with
a small one and i had no choice but to take.And afiah and arun damn cruel uhh.
forced me to button it.WALAO,den my tummyache.! THANKYOU. but at home i try
okla,cn fit la,if i pull dwn abit.den aft rehearsal,me and alfiah went to causeway point.
We went thr to buy stockings and white long sleeve shirt.I only bought stockings coz the white shirt left until size M. damn it. so,im wearing my band one la.no choice.den wear a tee inside coz its translucent. -.- den aft tat,we went to Mac den home-d.tats all,bye!

u're 17 and innocent

hello yet again!
i've just turn a juinkyard into a spick&span room. i can die of asthma in my bro's room man!
his room WAS like a junkyard 1 1/2h ago. Now,ITS CLEAN. thanks to me! i pulled out every furniture and vacuumed out all the dust behind.MAN,now im pressing my nose to prevent myself from sneezing.HAHA! I filed up his millions of worksheets which look like GHIAM CAI!
den he still can say,''wah.i didnt know i have so many worksheets.''.i could hav slap him.LIKE DUHH YOU LAZYBUM! oh yea,my mummy helped out too. den he oso sae "You not tired uhh clean this and that?" SHEESH! yes,i am.den sit and watch,never help.LOL! i have been spendin my time cleaning since i finished breakfast.I washed all the dishes and while i was at it,i asked myself "will i get a cut to put on my domo plaster?" and then later i was emptying milk from a can and the bloody sharp edges gave me a rather deep cut in my thumb.DANG IT! moral of the story is BECAREFUL WAT YOU WISH FOR! damnn.....pain eh! well at least i get to use the domo plaster.its damn nice. oh back to me being helpful. i continued washing the pans despite the cut.hehe. den i swept the house. den walked into the a few hours ago JUNKYARD and started cleaning.lols.oh ya.before breakfast daddy sent me to SHOPNSAVE to buy sme groceries for mummy to prepare a so-called 'western breakfast'.lol. i was being idiotic ya knw.
HERE'S THE LIST OF STUFF I WAS SUPPOSED TO BUY:
2 Chicken franks sausage CHECK!
2 Top-One Bread CHECK!
1 NORMAL hashbrown UHH? i bought the USA A-Grade Hashbrown and got a scolding.=)
1 NORMAL chilly sauce UHH? i bought garlic chilly sauce -KENA SCOLDING
30 eggs CHECK!

hahaha....but in the end everyone say the hashbrown nice.oh thanks to me. =) ! !
k luhh,BYE!


hellO!
sry didnt post yesterdae. i went to stay at gran's house on friday.
yes,it was fUN! hasif.iwa n my bro stayed thr too. ispent most of my
time either watching teevee,playing Guitar Hero 4 on Hasif's PSP
or massaging/helping granma. anw,im so happy to look at my study table.
ya knw why? coz i hav shaft ALL my books into the cupboard! and my table
is SCHOOL/EXAM FREE! hahas. cool rite?so shaft yr book smewhr too!
hahaha.... tomorrow im going to sch for abt 3-4 hours for the darn SC thing.
OH SHIT.i havent done the poem tat tat freaking Arun gave me.SHEESH!
den on tuesday,im going to Republic Poly in da mrng wif fellow councillors
and 'my best fren' ahhem*MR LOKE*.Lol! We planning our sch's Sport's
Day.yea! den aft tat mst go back sch AGAIN for SC stuff.....zzzz. but be4 tat
we goin 4 lunch as a whole big SC group.hehe.hmmm,im soooo bored now.
NO IDEA WAT TO DO! i feel like going swimming bt nobody wan go.....
BOO LA MUMMY! so free oso dun wan pei me go swimming. too bad my
bro still hav exam.hahah! ok la tats all,BYE!



HELLO! finally exam is over but then,im starting to feel bored!
lol.yay,fifi is online. so,tdae mr cheak was BLUR the whole morning
writing wrong timing and stuff! he was in a gd mood so he allowed
us to start earlier than the whole sch.WEEEE! and so we ended earlier too!
too bad cant scream coz other class still havin exam.PATHETIC! me,fifi and
sabri went to cateen den we go find mr ong to ask about nxt mon and tues SC
activities.we visiting republic poly to plan our sch sports day.woohoo!
den aft tat the 3 of us went to CP MAc to brunch.saw Fatin and her junior
and she was making all sorta faces and noises to ask me treat her.haha.
i oni enuff for myself la! nxt time i treat u la.crap alot at MAC.ganesh and
rueben was there too.den bused home.THE END! bye! im bored ya knw.

hello! tdae science paper was OKAY. i didnt do the chem balancing . _.
alfiah was fussing over right and left aft the paper and
sabrina was fussing over her mistake of drawing a curve on the graph.
me? i tried my best to LOOK cool and agree as much as possible to both of them.
LOL! typical me. ate fruit cocktail den went hme.
walked till the bustop wif sabrina and alfiah where she gave me a pat on my head.
aww,so swit.haha. den she left.alfiah and me walked to our bustop.
ahhem,and coincidentally,the orange bag was seen.LOL.
i bused in the same bus as ______ & friends. and they are actually darn cheeky?
they asked me for my phne to 'see music' and i found out they actuali stole one of
my contacs.ahhem.....sorry ______.they tricked me.HAHHA
i told _______ nt to prank call you.dun wry and dun kill me.
omg,a disgrace they are,yes,my supposingly darn cute juniors.
esp, ________. i gt a bad impression of him. How dare whack my fav junior?
zzzzz,naughty. poor vit,kena whack.haha. we alighted at the same bustop and went separate ways. and nw,here i am....im wordpress-ing later. do read my story yea?

HELLO! today's paper,I LIKE! ahhaha...so singlish.... i love wordpress,i use my REAL eng vocab.hoho. actually today nthg much la so,yes,i noe vehh short but BYE!

MY WORDPRESS!

www.2childhoodmemoirs.wordpress.com

do visit yea.THANKS a gazillion!

syadiq & hasif,after playin soccer till the ball lost


alsa-nisha!


hello!
yesterdae was a NO-MUGGING day for me. it was fun ya knw! in da morning till abt 1plus,i was wif my berries! strawberry(jiawei) and purpleberry(tiffany). anw,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY! so cool,bdae same as mothers' day. oh,and yesterdae we had brunch tgether at Mac and den studied at Banquet.lol,we forgot it was a public hol and library is closed!noobs. btw,i didnt study coz those 2 are WAY cleverer than me and i feel like we diff standard.cmon,they're in RGS and St.Nicholas and me,AI bt still i love my school.ok bk to point. so,i decided to read the papers wif Brenda. readreadread den tiff brought up disgusting jokes. SEE LA ST NICHS PPL.hahahha....we talk abt aprilfool jkes and stuff and den i saw Arun and another AI gurl.jiawei and tiff has this thing like if a guy and a gurl walks tgether,they're a couple.BLEHH! mix-sch ppl are super social wif the opp. sex.heheh.hmm,den i went hme.i collected photos frm a shop @ wdlnd mart and went hme.

aft tat me and my fam went to pick out a nice spot at the semb beach and waited for my others cousins,aunts,uncs and grandma to arrive.and we had a whale of a time man! it was a mother's day celebration and potluck too. the woman as usual chit-chat abt our trip to australia. the guys and cuz fik played golf on the grassland.LOL! den 2 golf balls went missing.SO SAD! hehe.the boys played soccer(the ball flew into the construction site.) and the girls walked arnd playing tickling and screaming coz gt dragonfly den the lil gurls wanted to see the guys at golf.so we went and got damn bored.sme woman went to the mosque to pray soon aft den the rest of us jus slack arnd,eating and stuff.there was alot of food. and we tok abt caicai! hahahahah....i mean danial,cuzzin iwa's bf. damn funny,i was like abit criticizing uh den she kept pinching and tickling me.LOL! and me and iwa created a lame but funny story abt CHILLY CHAUS! haha...coz lil nishah say chilli sauce as chilly chaus.so cute!

than arnd 7 plus we packed up and left an d go chong pang the SONG&SONG shop to shop for cheap clothes for our trip to australia. so fun like,a whole 16 of us were inside the shop.but i HATE the damn shop owner. abt the australia trip,i cant wait man! its in 31 days! i saw the itenary and i can imagine hw much fun we r gna hav! transparent glass window all frosted,driver taking us arnd,the farm(KOALA BEAR!), Sea World,Movie World,the SUNDAY market and free-day shopping.man,wished i was there NOW! andand,the fun in the plane.hope we dun turn the plane upside down coz when best cousins sit tgther,the outcome is total noisiness! ahahah. hmm,but nw,guess i have to finish my exam first.haha.ok la,tats all BYE!

damn it,damn it!
i screwed up the math paper. where were the bloody simultaneous eqns i studied for?!
arghhh...y didnt i study harder nw ong is sure gna have doubts abt me being an SC. i mean ong thiam lye. NOT TAT DAMN BOON SIONG.haha,he's innocent,im the one hu couldnt do the paper.haiis,at least lit was fantastic. but usually when we write,easy but when get marks like..!@#$^ zzzz.....hope i do well...ANNA PEACOCK,u RAWK! so,help me score in LIT! ok,like tat helps.hahha.im takin a break from all tat mugging tdae....probably gotta act like bookworm tmr when i go for family outing to Pasir Panjang Park.....bring book,study one corner.hehe. (at least nt like kaixiang,eat while doing math...aiyo,ltr cant digest la.so genius oredi.)as if like the park's playground fascinates me. rather work on math. or chitchat wif cuzzin. haiis,oh yea,its a mother's day outing somewhat. hope its fun....no,hw cn studying be fun.lest its english of course.hmm,i gotta love maths no matter what. im gna mug for math paper 1. hope i score in it. *cross fingers* einstein,I LOVE YOU,hope u see this and bless me wif yr genius brain.hahah,ok la,enuff crap.BYE!

hello. geog paper todae. CHENG's picture quality sucks man... its like hydroponics and aeroponics. damn her! shit.... hope i'll get at least a B. aft paper go canteen eat wif sabri and alfiah. oh ya, MR CHEAK FINALLY GAVE US THE LOLLIPOPS! mine's watermelon.heheh. eat oredi den went hme...coincidentally,me and alfiah walk same way as naresh and hadi.LOL! den bused wif naresh and hadi.alfiah took 859. saw sasi and vit on 965. wanted to wave bt they nt seeing.lol,later paiseh. so,nw im hme.in half an hour im gna start mugging for tomorrow's papers. hopefully,i score. gd luck to alsa-nisha,fatin,and 2e5 and my darn cute juniors.HAHA! bye!

oh yes.
i broke my own promise.im using the comp.just a while ok?
right.so,IM SORRY NINA.
oh uh,tdae had eng paper 2 and MT paper 1.i did gr8! just tat i didnt leave 3 lines aft each ans for eng paper.ARH!!!!! break time was awesome! wif Chee Cheong Fan productions and naresh,vit and raziq.the guys are fweaking cute! fancy them acting like some movie....hahah....alfiahalfiahh... yes,and sabrina is so gna hav STM coz she laugh like mad woman. aft sch ended,me,sabri and alfiah were ike losers sitting at the bench somewhr outside sch. coz alfiah is 'lost'.hahah. ok,fine uhh,YA, nina= juliet , jer= romeo, YT= juliet's mum( likes to point middle finger to camera!) LOL! yesterdae had history class wif ms zhang.DAMN COOL! got ghost story-telling session.jeremy had to block the light and was behind me.SCARY,suddenly right you will feel smethg wan...coz there's jer behind.hah,ok lah,tats all. gd luck guys for MYE and wish me too. /.-

damn it.damn them.damn the selfless people!

what? what the hell do you ppl wan from me.thiis is my damn-ing blog to write my damn-ing feelings!!!! y shuld i cater to anyone else?WHY? i get the words,i express my 'gratitude',i get the blasts. whoa,u guys are challenging me to my limits or what. i take it as full-stop if you hate me but dont nid to further strangle my life rite? how i wish everyone was like sabrina.she is SO understanding. while others give me this phrase 'wow,what a racists post.' , she instead ask me why i wrote it.and helped me. thanks woman. if you guys dont realise,i didnt ever ever comment on yr culture or anthg except my previous post which i deleted.tat,i couldnt take it anymore.WHO ARE YOU TO COMMENT ON MY SKIN COLOUR? god created me.u where not happy? u noe hw unfair it is when in class u ppl contribute to the racists jokes and laugh like mad people.or calling me a pig or rhino or gorilla? u tink i didnt hear or didnt understand? so,is it fair that when i posted tat,u guys become unhappy?IS IT FAIR? do u ppl noe hw many a times u made me tear in class? u insult me,i didnt flare up.i kept quiet and even smile at times to cover up those tears. so,smetimes pls think if it was unfair of me to hav posted tat.u guys always sae this and tat abt me...sae me and redha and stuff like tat. u tink i seriously was ALRIGHT? ok la,tats all i wanna say,i leave it to u guys on hw u want to tink of it as.

and nina,im terribly sorry if i have offended you.i noe u were referring to me. i really couldnt control my anger then and i surely wasnt referring to you.you know,i know,god noe can oredi.
and no,i CAN change if there is a need to.maybe we shuld have the alsa-nisha talk sometime aft the exam and u cn tell me what im lacking of.yea? im really sorry.