hey there people!well,well,my life is like !@#$%^ nowadays.
here some very impt facts that are making me go wild.
1.SYF is in 4 mths time and though we noe hw to play the osng already,still nids loads of improvement.

2.SCH concert is like TOMORO cn?!

3.OLE is SOOO NEAR!!(yea!)

4.Chris,the irritaing,say we mst get GOLD,or at least SILVER 4 SYF,nnd sae our standard like BRONZE....bitch him larh.

5.im so anti-social towards maths..no,i WANNA be social!

6.i scored a goal in soccer,when the boys didnt (nw gurls still nt suitable to play soccer uh?)

7.my english standard is like,OHNO!eh,i got 14/25 for compre EHH!im so gna do btr.

8.IM GOIN NUTS!

nw,trombone,oh my section...
wat do u get when u have a SMELLY section mate who is weird,another hu is BO CHAP,another hu hates band like 90% and a gurl,hu is interested in excelling in it,bt cnnt....???
well,that's the CRAPPEST trombone section on EARTH,like duhh...NOOO!!!ppl.cmon,feel the stress,SYF is in like 4 WEEKS!nnd thr's oni 12 practs left!dun cry over spilt milk when the results are out awrite.JIAYOU!Well,i noe we kinda gt pissed off by Chris juz nw.YES,he's irritating,nt allowing us to join combine.bt pls accept the fact that we need much mre improvement and therefore,we dun get to enjoy tat much privilege.yea?

so,tdae,sch was fun.scored a goal in soccer!!!YAY!band,combined in hall den mr poh go hme,we sectionals.tmr is the concert nnd im so freaked out.its gna be tiring,nnd scaryyyy....there'll be like 10 pairs of eyes watching me(my family).....GAHH!me and apple tree pakat wear sandals,though hav to wear sch shoe.bt ltr shnge to cork shoe la.noe i finally noe,TAT PERSON's background.ALL GUYS ARE JUST PLAYBOYS!!!nthg btr,alot lesser,OF COURSE!should i thank god or wat, for creating boys this way.hmmm....

EFF YOU SEE KAY!!!!!!!

some bloody idiots out there are spoiling ALSA-NISHA's mood and tats untolerable!if you hav ani problems wif us,come up to our face and sae.dun kpkb here okay!im maintaining my cool now but once you go above my limits,tats it i tell you,TATS IT.i dunnoe hw hell-ly yr life is gna be if my blood boils.u think u cn take us 4 granted?come on,take me on!chicken!u think you wanna make use of us?come arr?see hu bck out in the end.for SO LONG we have been tolerating this nonsense....oredi have two bdh bbi iidiot morons looking at me all the time,u r being more IRRIRTATING!wat nt happy uhh?see us happy?go la find yr frens....we dun care.SERIOUSLY! damn it man,it was supposed to be a gloomy dae 4 me,aft being backstabbed,den kevin cheered me up and den the BIs make it worse.like wtf?u nt happy wif yr life,dun interfere with other's lar!and,we want to study,if u show negative study attitude,go away!tank uue wors,tai gong,4 supporting ALSA-NISHA.though u irritating,u still kind uh.hahha....WELOVEU!tdae maths was GOOD!Alsa-nisha sat tgether and we joked bt we understood our work,,,nt like sme ppl hu are stupid yet complain abt us..aiya....TOO BAD LOR! no one,i sae again,NO ONE cn separate ALSA-NISHA nnd if so u r trying to separate us,btr bck out alrite?or,like i said,i'll make a hell outta yr life.dun mess arnd wif me yyea?i may be damn kind if i am bt once im angry,its gone case uh!on the lighter note,of course ALSA-NISHA will NEVER see my 'gone case' coz they are SSSWWWEEET ppl~yay!36/50 4 KARANGAN!credits to sab nnd me!


I DUN GIVE A SHIT NOR A DAMN!AND IM SO GNA MAKE MY BLOG PRIVATE!REALISED A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS JUZ IN AN HOUR!
-tat frens arent really NICE
-tat ALSA-NISHA is my most comfortable clique
-tat i cant trust just anyone
-tat thr are alot of mosquito-like ppl in the world
-tat HE is a gd comfort-er.
-tat i should trust myself the most
-tat i nid ALSA-NISHA to kip me breathing!
i dunnoe wats happening to me bt i have been tearing 4 the past half an hour.well,i felt stabbed in my friendship chest.NW YOU HAPPY?ok arh,U HAD YR REVENGE.nw,my blog is gna be 4 ALSA-NISHA ONLY!!!!!!!!ONLY!gurls,u r the best.ILOVEYOU!

well,as usual,my love sense came bk just in a flash!...and well,nw yea...im in love...with a guy whom i've always treated as a gd fren...OHNO!...i tink that he is CUTE,kind,fun-loving,friendly,helpful and yea...many mre...he's SO SWIT as well....esp when u r dwn,he's the best person ever to comfort you.i like it when he ask me lame questions..HAHHa....so HIM...hmm,im in deep shit man...GD FREN?ADMIRER?hmm....i wonder what i'll get him 4 his bdae...its still long aniwaes....quite la.ahahha....nnd the best thing is we share the same views! love languages,hate to be irritated..i noe my dear SITINOH,is gna tick me off 4 this,coz i said i wanted to juz concentrate on studies.....bt love and affection is NATURALfurther mre,u didnt go hme wif me tdae,so we're quits...HAHH!and hazzry;take it easy man...i noe its hard bt perangai dier dh memang gitu...aper nk buat..haha,kesian kesian!tdae was art club...drew apple,still life wan...den waited 4 alfiah nnd went hme.yay!tmr im changing my braces colour!!!bt the place soo far,lazy to go urh..GAH!!!!I called HIM juz nw(he missed called me) i nt thick skin okay.haha. nnd we talked abt that bloody idiot KANGAROO,oh god pls bring that guy outta my lyfe.PLS!!!!he's such a ..uhh...FREAK!ok larh...nthg mre to sae.

hello!tdae went to grans hse.very fun...collected sme donations den me and gurl cuzzins go our grans fren hse to collect smethg den her hse gt parrot.damn cute i tell u!
here is sme thing the parrot sae.bt in malay.
THE WOMAN-W
THE PARROT-P

w:say hello
p:bye!

w:say welcome
p:bye!

w:u so stuck up uh
p;NO!
w:haha,stuck up!
p:NO!no!no!

w: *walks
p: HI GRANNY!
w:what?
p:HI GRANNY!
w:what larh!
p:HI GRANNY!
w:*hits her head!

haha,very funny lar!uhh oh,this following message is gna be in malay.dun understand nt my prob!

eh,asal ngan kau?dah la bohong,abeh nk step tk happy.konon kater kluar ngan 2 lelaki,last2 kluar ngan junior.sajer jer!abeh nk ikut2 orng.pls lar eh!kau ingat kitorang jealous ke per yang kau dh swit toungue F.issh,kalau nk orng suker kau,pls lar,ubah attitude buruk tuhh.Kite tengah tunggu attitude baru kau tuhh....tk pernah seh nmpk perempuan yng control lelaki......haiis,its all up to her...i dun care...hope our SS gang cn change dier nyer perangai...BEST OF LUCK dearies!

hi ppl,i noe its late bt there's smethg tat i reali nid to share.here it is,read it and im sure you'll cherish yr every moments in lyfe and not waste a milisecond on it.its an extract frm my ''angel's''(its to protect her privacy) blog.its about an interview she concluded abt,ABOUT her life.

''i think im getting better at relating my experiences.Nevertheless,i still get emotional at some parts.Im permenantly blinking away my tears.Its quite embarrasing okay.I mean i should have been immune to it,and yet,i just never seem to learn.Each time i look back at my life,i would be astounded.It sounds silly, but it was as if i never tackled so many challenges....was it even my life?Other times,i get bitter and indignant.Each experience wiped away some of my innocence and in return,forced me to be mature,to apply critical thinking to everything.When i look at my other friends,i got a feeling that their untainted happiness is never within my reach,its in a distance,a thick white mist enshrouding it.It sounds really frightning but im deteriorating.I can already feel the difference.And nowadays,it seems impossible to get through any day without feeling pain or depressed."

"I am struggling to be positive but things are against me.Im losing the strength to resist,i feel like bowing down to Fate.This world is just some humongous stage and everyone of us are actors and actresses.We switch between masks,don't we?im beggining to learn and its not my choice,It seems that people can stab you and at the same time,grin at you like an angel.There are so many people in the world and yet,i only have myself.I have to protect myself,console myself.Sometimes when it hurts deeply,i just sway my body,hum a lullaby and coax myself to sleep.It works this way,even if you are afraid of someone,or if they have done you a disservice,you must still flash them the most dazzling smile,you can manage.(even if you have to bit your lip)"



now,do you hate life?do you hate yourself?do you despise your fate?do you still want to grumble all day because of difficult tasks?do you feel like ending your life?DO YOU?think about this question and to my 'angel',i'll always be there for you,for you were the one hu taught me the real meaning of life,of blosomming a friendship,of overcoming challenges,and of caring for others.i swear.Without you as friend,i dont think i would have been the SHAHIRAH i am today,and i dont think my inner self would be tat heart-warming.

thanx so much for everything and i hope that our friendship will forever last,till death do us apart.=)you have inspired me with a whole lot of encouragement,now its my turn to give you some.REMEMBER our friendship motto?;friendship is a golden gift cherished above all life's treasures?in the past,now,and in future,you are my golden gift and i'll cherish you,friend.Nothing will happen so long as im with you my friend,NOTHING at all.Nxt time you feel any pain,think abt me.i'll be the ease to you pain.Nxt time you feel like bashing someone up,think abt me and i'll bash them up with my POWER!(wahahha)and finally,nxt time when you need a listening ear,CALL me up (you memorize my no. rite??),i'll be the best ever listener,i PROMISE.u played a huge part in my lyfe.....and i cant thank you enough 4 that.



hello everyone!my forehead nerves are aching...wanna noe why???well,tdae aft convo.chinese,me,hazz and alfiah walked to 858 bustop tgether.den near this stairs gt this siao ting tong man hu is half naked and drenched.(we think he went to one of the block the area tat the bagla wash stuff there and bath).rite,he crossed the road and danced his way through,in the middle of the road,shaking his ass.OMFG!den when he noticed me and alfiah laughing at him.he decided to be mre hilarious....he took the water bottle which he was holding(he used it as a mike while dancing) and he rub it at his ass and shake it mre violently...like wth?!??!?!me and alfiah kept laughing till my nerves pain.den when near the army camp thr,gt this tamil guy walking and i 'AHHEM' super loud bt pretend tat it was 4 alfiah.den he stared at me and he went to under a tree and started changing...ITS YUCKY!omgg....hazzry called tdae a half-naked dae...ok,LOLS,at convo.chinese,me,hazzry,aiman,alfiah sat tgether at the back..nnd we kept crapping.here's some funny convo.
between hazz and alfiah;
A:i feel like telling the teacher ''ni derh neh hen ta''
H:i tink i noe wat she'll reply.''xie xie ni(bows),ni derh ye hen ta''
me and aiman;*LAUGHS!

between me and hazz:
teacher:''tong xue men.later be4 u go home i'll ask u some chinse words"
me:ok tats easy,''lao shi,xie xie KNN,CCB,*toots*
hazz:*laughs...yay cn go home.finally i can go to ...."eh wats go toilet in chinese?"
me:aiyo,wanna go toilet dono hw sae...HAHHA

and aiman tell tcher he wan go ''che suo''(toilet) bt he go bazaar buy hello panda,which we shared.lol.and alfiah taught us hw to write tamil and hazzry's was the best handwriting.AHAH!i made copyrighted copies of our notes wif alfiah.so fun man!oh,and the jinx parrt....SUPER COOL!

sabrina&nina:"SHUT UP LA,WILSON!"*jinx
me&nina:"the answers are EXACTLY THE SAME!"(we were marking each others dist.in eng)*jinx!
sabrina&me
sabrina:i feel like slapping her face!
me:i feel like sepak-ing(SLAP IN MALAY) her face!
(we said these sentence at the same time.we were toking bout smeone.LOL!*jinx!

TODAE IS SOO COOL LA!


hello ppl,decided to post aniwaes.im so in a !@#$ mood this daes.thanx to Wayne's 150 maths quest,im having algebraic visions,SERIOUSLY!omg,im so,(dunnoe hw to explain the feeling) well,at least im improving on it.i cn have numberic visions 4 all i care,so long as my math improve....

to smeone:im hating yr attitude as daes pass.u try to act gd bt u r irresponsible.ppl care abt u bt u ignore their feelings by telling others things tat make tat other party look bad.nnd u R REALLY IRRITATING.and i tink u cn only shut yr mouth when the pigs cn fly.for goodness sake,PLS LAR!

to all the big-mouths in 2E5,u noe hu u r: PLS LEARN HOW TO TOK AT THE RIGHT TIME! do u ppl noe hw effed up i am by yr non-stop talking.if u guys dun wanna learn den get lost.there are alot of ppl hu wanna learn nnd u r disallowing them to do so.do u noe that there are many ppl in the third world country hu wanna go sch and learn bt cannot afford to but yet,u ppl r making use of this opportunity to TALKTALKTALK&TALK.this yr streaming smemre,so pull up yr socks ppl!i dun care wat u wanna tink/sae of me.bt im protecting the interest of those hu wanna study....

to jer:
u tink i angry tat u sabo me go play 1st tromb.?im angry oni becoz u cn play the 1st trombone but u dun wanna make and effort to.do u noe tat if u play first tromb,u are known to have the best ability,and yet u rejected it nnd THROW it to me.ps,its nt funny to point middle finger at me when u wanna exchange scores.ITS MINE ACCORDING TO MR POH!and one mre thing,pls.pls.pls stop being rude to our alumnis and seniors.and,punishments aint funny or meant to be fun.u noe tat jing heng getting pissed off by u.pls lar,SYF this yr,help the band,help our sect,help yrself.u've gt nthg to lose boy.nthg at all.once again if u wanna scold me vulgarities,i dun mind,bt i hope tat u've gt all this in yr head.I NOE I SUCK TO YOU BUT ITS MY JOB AND IF I DUN DO THIS,I DUNNOE HU WILL.

to Jing Heng;
thanx 4 all those encouraging words,though i noe u wont read this.i will try my best okay?bt if still cant den im so sry.i juz dun hav much confidence in it.urgh...IM STRESSED....watever state im in,i'll still help my sect,help the band annd most importantly help MYSELF...thank euu so much,its greatly appreciated.thx 4 chipping in our parts as well,i noe we kinda suck bt we'll buck up.SOON.

hello hunneys!haha,obviously,im in gd spirits.if nt i call u guys,SHITTIES!haha..jkjk.so,tdae was nuetral.i kinda enjoyed science.geog,BORING!mt like wat siah...do six short sentence oni den finish..hais bt HAM still rox!sabri,so sad rite,KARANGAN!not fair....uhg,nvrm.CE go hall for CIP briefing.nxt sat we going CIP at AMK town garden...YAY!den aft sch,me nnd gfs go eat.den pei ms zhang eat.SO FUN!den go DnT and waste Mr Vincent's time.LOL!veri funi ehh,mst of the time,we r doing the E5 plague bt he tot is project.Noob!ehh,nice siah the plague.OMG,cn i hjave it?its cool...i made mine as well...'IRAH'.paintin it ltr.this fri,DnT,alfiah wan me to do hers.we finish the proj oredi den slack uh!finally,DnT was fun to me.den i bused hme.they had choir.oh yea,in the mrng,there was assembly abt guide dogs.dogs hu r trained to help the blind.so cute man!a man came wif his dog,Kendra.she sat on the stage 4 a long time,close her eyes nnd BOOM! she fell asleep wif a thud on the grnd..SO CUTE MAN!den gt korean ppl cme.tats all larh.IT was mainly crapping wif Kevin.lol.so cute la he.BUT IRRITATING LIKE HELL!

hello!tdae was fantastis man.i left hme 4 tuition at 11.30am den reach Wayne's.he taught me last week's lesson nnd i was like almost crying.realise algebra is a tough fite 4 me.i'll work HARD!den later sabri nnd nina nnd sarah joined me.we had science!YEA MAN!i love science!aft tat,we three go NP.poular,library,old chang kee,see hamsters at pet shop!then,headed to nina's hse.waited 4 alfiah 4 quite smetime den we ate her youngest sister chicken rice.VERY NICE!we ate ALOT!laughed all the way.I CHOKED ON SOYA BEAN.ps-ness.den we proceeded to watch MAMMA MIA!it rocks man.alfiah was pissed by the continuos songs.oh cmon,its a musical larh gurl.me and sabri had short pillow fites.THERE IS ALWAYS LAUGHTER WHEN alsa-nisha IS TOGETHER!oh,i love us! lots of laughter during the movie.me nnd alfie kept spotting pervetic scenes.remember......HAHAH! lastly be4 goin hme,we took a grp photo.IT WAS SUPER HILARIOUS.when aunty says one,two....STOMACH VIBRATION(huge laughter) will start spreading nnd eventually we'll end up taking more than 4 shots!tat is so ALSA-NISHA! hmm,we rock man.so fun!tats all la.i gtg.goin grocery shopping wif family.BYE!

hello ppl!life is juz so challenging 4 me these daes though i still get to enjoy the great times.when there's nina,sabri,alfie nnd wen,there's JOY & LAUGHTER.tat i cant deny bt apart frm tat i tink im the one hu is gna get EBP coz im nw DIFFICULT-ly coping wif the mountainous hmewrk(sch's + tuition),band hours(SYF!!!!),SRP and stuffs.i gt too much commitment oredi larh and the IRRITATING religious class.heng tdae i red flag,no nid go.i juz did some lit type outs,geog hmewrk nnd eng hmewrk.KWAI RITE???hahaha.....tmr i'll be at Wayne's for 4 hours.GAHH!den to Nina's hse 4 music proj.YAY!aft tat,i dono le.tdae band was nuetral apart frm the fact tat the BLOODY IDIOT came bk.omg,i juz cant make peace wif him.use the new BACH tromb somemre,tink his father band uhh?hah,me,jer,fel nnd CS cn play btr than him lor,OH PLEASE! haha,felicia,he THIRD trombone,LAUGH SOMEMORE!PUSH ME SMEMRE!hahah,MR POH is such a joker.call us AHMAD lar,IBRAHIM(if we dun practise hard) lar,aiyooo,AI so short dun wan.tsktsktsk.HE IS THE BEST CONDUCTOR EVER IN THE AICB HISTORY!okay barh,tats all,BYE!

hi ppl...FINALLY tdae wasnt good AT ALL.except the war between me nnd alfiah's family.its really hilarious.i was YAMASHITA nnd alfiah PERCIVAL.nnd we fought like idiots wif paper warplanes.nnd in the end we decided to merge nnd we pecame perciSHITA!hahah.cool rite?lol,so lame.uhh,the bad part.regretted toking to kangaroo.nw,im the victim.OMG!nnd felicia,aiya dun care tat WITCH lar.u guys juz mind yr own business.i tink she really has some EMOTIONAL BRAIN PROBLEMS or for short EBP.yea....nnd as i scrape some of my skin off when i scratched against the canteen chair while running away frm kangaroo..UHH!SWAY!


ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS,mind you.

den band,sectinals the whole dae.gt a blister in my inner lip as a result.nnd,i am freakingly dissapointed wif THOSE im-just-doing-my-job leaders.if tats the case,FOR WAT BE BM/DM nnd so on.doesnt mean u hav a high post or smethg,u cn discriminate others.if we SUCK,wat abt u??if we SUCK,do smethg abt it.dun juz kip on saeing tat we suck.ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS,fyi.everyone is still humans which mean we r equal.already SYF is in bloody 1 1/2 months nnd u demoralize us nnd expect us to do well,wat the crap were the tchers thinking when picking you leaders?!??!?!?!!!hope jing yi's batch will be a btr example.im so looking 4ward 4 their step-up ceremony.pls lar,if u r juz doing this 4 the sake off doing it,i suggest u get the hell off yr post,sorry uhh,if u read bt,a few peeps were stressed nnd cried as a result of yr LEADER-kinda-talk-thingy just nw.oh Illya,wished they were like yr batch.if u guys arent gd,at least u r way btr.IM SO SORRY IF I HURT ANYONE BT I,MYSELF WAS AFFECTED BY HER WORDS JUZ NW.if i really dun care,i wont cme 4 band pract or activities nnd leave our band to get a bloody COP 4 SYF bt im already trying my best.maybe all of us,fellow band memebers cn help ourselves instead of depending on our LEADERS......

PS.damn tat blood Miss R. anihw blame ppl.hu the heck wan to disturb her CCA.anihw accuse ppl,slap her uh.she dun even own tat sch,hu is she to ask us to go hme.DAMN IT!!!

hi everyone!tdae was ookay.CE lesson was NYCCEE...mr cheak tok abt himself,getting bachelor of arts,working at marina mandrin as a wedding planner an such.HAHHA!he become PE tcher oni becoz he wan play games.aiya.SO CHARLES CHEAK!ate if GFs aft sch den go SRP wif wen.okok lar SRP.aft tat go Art Club.sabri nnd al;fie left 4 choir oredi.JUSTIN was there.so cuteee....he join DDG...mst take my pics uhh,hahha.jkjk.I REGRETTED POSING 4 Mr LEE during CNY!omg....*blueks*den,experiment wif sme ways of sketching.drew flowers.butterfly...ATE SEEWEED,poh yi gimme.constantly saying HI! to edmund.LOL!finish le,bused hme wif Justin THE CUTE,bLur junior.at first we sat at diff place den he ask me sit beside him.den we talk nnd talk abt CCAs nnd SRP.hahah.overall,had a fantabulous dae,minusing the irritating momenmts.my mummy wants to take a Diploma.cool rite?!?!it would be fun to take exams at such a age bt nw,NO WAY!!!!ahh,bt still hav to take wat.no choice.so,tats all folks,i gtg!watch teevee,its very impt,it concerns life nnd death!seriously!!!! like real,shahirah!oh i miss my baby.do u miss yrs???if no,den gd coz it hurts TRUCKLOAD.seriously,my heart's in a !@#$ state.haha.to think i still find it hilarious.well oh well,tats shahirah.making everything look funi even though they arent the least bit so.

hi all.the exchange prog was fabulouse!nw we noe where we stand huh?the sectionals was REALLY FUN.there were like 25 trombones??hahahah...the combine wif pingyi was fun.the 2nd trombone guy was nice.i thought they'll be like SCARY?anyway,pinyi rawks man.i love the song they played.its sort of like our brother-band coz we r under mr poh.haha.they r nyce ppl.al the band members look soooooo INNOCENT cn?lol.AICB,like gt only 1/8 innocent peeps.its true perhaps tat mr poh sae they r well disciplined.on the lighter note,i STILL LOVE MY AICB.XD!tumdeedadum.....WHOOM!haha,im crapping.listening to band songs frm yours truly's band blogg!i will work hard,band,i noe my sect sux.SRY,coz of my sect, the band lag.SORRY OK!hmm,yesterdae,aft band i went to my cuz's hse.we watched all our holiday pictures on TV.so fun man.nnd we played wif hamsters,Taro Taro & Chipy.they're so small man.bet they'll die if i JIPABOOM my hand on them.they're naughty little creatures.we sand-bathed them,bathed them.ahhah.actuali nt WE.its MY CUZZINS.i scared of them.they even dare to kiss THOSE creatures.hahah.my cuz's fren gels her hamster's fur nnd make it spiky.cool rite?CRAP!ok,there's no hmewrk this weekend.so nyceee,cn relax.ok,im done,bye suckers,i mean sweeters....LOL!