fck lyfe men!band wasnt any btr tdae...in fact its worse than i had expected,smehw i reali hate tat PERSOn,hu tinks HE owns this band.tdae,ask me do foot drills,okay went wif it.blamed me for nt getting tat bloody jeremy to come for band.ya wat,everything oso my fault wat,so like hu cares.fumbled up my kiri nnd kanan thingy nnd got pulled out to a smaller grp leaded by coporal,viknesh nnd pei sin,they're nyce.me,felicia,pin han,jun wei,amirul,fazy nnd xiao qi.okay,seriously i didnt even tink of this as band animore,its more like a fcked up marching society.den,THE DAMN so called IMPORTANT filming was on bt without me nnd those few i mentioned.r we like even part of this band or wat?i was kinda angry then.shuldnt have came,wont have ani difference aniwae.im starting to hate life as becoz of BAND.i feel useless.thak god tdae jia wei nnd tiff asked me out 4 movie,it got a load outta m head,we watched sing to the dawn,quite nyce.walked a while then go home.the bloody minute i got me,tat father of mine juz have to kip nagging,accusing,findin fcking pissing offing excuses to flare up at me.u see,i kinda hate band nw bt i always go for band nnd force felicia to go,im responsible bt the treatment?!?!i get at band is nt wat i tink i deserve,well of coz the snrs nnd all are nyce eg.jingyi =) bt there juz seem to be smethg tat isnt rite.nw i feel tat my storybook life is much more exciting,im nt crazy,MIND YOU.well,bt this might sound crazy,im REALLY,i mean it,im love with edward cullen.IM DEAD SERIOUS.i feel stupid bt he's so romantic in the book,i'll kiss the screen,i tink if i was watching the twilight movie in the cinema,if i cud reach.haiis,if onli there WAS a REAL EDWARD CULLEN,i do all means to get him.ohgosh,sometimes i tink SHAHIRAH is CRAZY.hu cares,no one rite?watever la,sick of life.AND HOLIDAYS.bye ppl...till nxt time,MRS EDWARD CULLEN,signing off...kekeke