drowning my sorrow in music-

it just lessen my heartache by one pathetic percent.my heart is aching till the point that,im tempting my fingers to grab my inhaler,coz im a lil breathless.hw i wished it wasnt my birthday tomoro.its just that,my moods/emotions/feelings wont fit.already, i faked a thousand smiles todae,i wonder hw many more smiles i can cheat myself with tomoro...sorry cuzzin.told you,todae isnt fit for the eve of my birthday,what's mre tomoro,the REAL DAY?have a feeling im gna ruin everything that has been planned.SORRY in advance though.i really wanted to sleepover but,big thanks to my tuition tmr.hmm,smetymes i really wonder if i was the one hu create these heartaches,unneccessarily.i guess so,coz,usually,im the one suffering it alone.thanx straw for the diary.i really let out my feelings in it tdae....haiis...so much for a 14 birthday,FATE. i trusted u so much.yet,it was fate that 21march09 is the pathetic tomoro.THANKS ALOT ya.....

''thnx gurl,for accepting my apology,i cant bear grudges no more.u just stitched 1 out of the million stabbings in my heart"