seriously,if u tink they're what makes you happy,den why find me when u hav problems?ONLY den u nid me hurh?if u reflect back.tink of how many times u reject me when i ask to go out.yr excuse-tired,tmr gt CCA/juz gt bk frm CCA,hav outing wif CCA frens...watever,i dun really caree but wat saddened me most is that.u call me when u r bored and expect me to entertain u.though it isnt really an issue for me,i often tink of this,why must she only tok to me when she is bored or has problems?we no longer share happy times.like we used to.dont we?i noe la,u bz wif CCA and stuff bt no nid to until neglect me rite?i noe u sae tat u guys are family and u r really happy and stuff.but have u thought of this-should a person neglect a frenship of mre than 5 years to search happiness wif those of 2 years or less?to tell u the truth,i treasure u mre than any of my groups of frens.shuld i get this in return?do i deserve this?
i kept everything and pretended that we were like before,in order to preserve this long frenship bt i just couldnt take it anymore when u didnt even bother to do the things u & me usually do during each other's birthday.ok lah,i noe i gave u presents tat were not up to yr standard bt at least i put in effort and bothered to make a fuss abt yr special day.bt sadly,u didnt seem to care when it was my turn.i thought we agreed tat if we hav any problems wif each others attitude,we can tell the other.bt u accused me of blaming yr CCA when i just gave my point of view.do u noe hw miserable i feel every single time we hav a tiff? any idea hw much it hurts mre when yr bff neglects u and when u tell her,she blames u for being sensitive and stuff? but if u really dun wan this frenship anymre,im fine wif it.though it might me such a huge loss to both of us,if it makes us happier,im willing to let go.but lemme tell you,its nt gna be easy for me and you to be losers in this frenship.so,lets save it yea??each time we fight,i treasure u mre than ever.i dono abt u bt tats hw i feel.it takes both hands to clap.so if only one of us is making the effort,there's no use.
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Yours truly is also known as Bdot(last century)...hello people!i have many cliques and i love them ALOT!
i'm fourteen & i love talking ALOT.
& i like everyone, but i don't mind if you don't like me,
cos' you can jolly well stick your head into the toiletbowl & flush it down :D
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