worn out.tired.helpless.angry.sad.depressed.confident-less.loser.SOMEMORE? come on,add more load onto me EVRYONE. i NEED it. i want to just take as much load,troubles.problems,till the day that my heart and mind and soul cant take it anymore. seriously,am i dumb? no,maybe im not. maybe im so used to all those misery that i just need it to live. to everyone, hate me or do watever you want to me. Seriously,i wont stretch a muscle to scold or get angry at you anymore. I let off 3/8 of the load in my heart todae into gardening and still the remainder is stabbing me a million.Insult me,leave me,hate me. ITS OKAY. go on. tell me the person you want me to be. tell me,all my weaknesses coz i plan on living my life for everyone else but me.I've made some decisions and thought over it wisely.It shall be known when the time is ripe.now,all my time will be devoted to studying for my parents sake,artclub,SC,band for killing time. nothing else exist in me now.Afterall,who am i? from now on,im not gna raise any objections,i'll just,i'll just live on with life with decisions that will lead me through.Treat me invisibly.i'll appreciate that.dont pretend with me ANYMORE. tell me off. I sincerely hope that you guys now feel happy. yay,to my new life huh? now i noe the true meaning of blood is thicker than water.If you have anything you want to comment on me,pls feel free to write in out on my tagboard.Write your name. I'll show u the person you want me to be.OKAY? coz everything i do seems negative to everyone,so let me favour u instead.
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Yours truly is also known as Bdot(last century)...hello people!i have many cliques and i love them ALOT!
i'm fourteen & i love talking ALOT.
& i like everyone, but i don't mind if you don't like me,
cos' you can jolly well stick your head into the toiletbowl & flush it down :D
In AISS now,from EPS.
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i love ♥WINNIE THE POOH♥ so,so, MUCH!!<3333
I have 2 gurlfrens(sabrina&alfiah),many besties(SAHA,FATINs,BERRIES UNITED) [Hehe!]
& my birthday is on 21st March,*winks*!
i am an ♥AIConcertBand♥ tromboner, a LEO club/ART club & member of SOCIAL COMMITEE of AIStudentCouncil
& I guess that's all! :]